Allison Brennan - Playing Dead

If Claire believed him, she could bring in the power and resources of Rogan-Caruso. The security company was the best in the business. With them behind him, Tom might finally learn the truth. More important, Claire would.

He folded the letter and put it in his pocket. He glanced at Nelia, still sleeping. He’d told her the truth-he didn’t deserve her or her trust. But without it, he would be lost, or dead.

He loved her.

He prayed she’d forgive him.

Tom pulled a piece of notepaper from a small stack and wrote:

Nelia,

You’ve already gone above and beyond for me. I’m not going to jeopardize you further. I’m taking the letter to Claire, and I’ll be back as soon as I can.

I love you.

Tom

When Claire arrived at Dave’s house on the far side of his father’s rural property off Bader Road in Elk Grove, she was still fuming over her interview with the warehouse owner. Holman had lied through his teeth, but she took down his statement verbatim.

Now her real work began. Holman insisted he had nothing to do with the arson. She already had the report about the medical supplies on the streets, but Holman was right about one thing-she couldn’t prove someone else hadn’t stolen and distributed them.

Liars and thieves like Ben Holman pissed her off.

She frowned, thinking about her conversation with Oliver Maddox’s girlfriend earlier in the day. Was Claire no better than Holman? She’d misled Tammy Amunson about why she wanted to find Oliver. True, she hadn’t really lied, it was more a sin of omission. She really did want to find Oliver and she was concerned about his disappearance. She did have a private investigator’s license. But she’d never used it deceptively before.

Did a good reason justify her dishonesty?

Dave bent over to hug her when she walked through the unlocked door. He was nearly as tall as Mitch and broader. Claire didn’t know why her friend Jayne didn’t like him; Dave was both a good guy and good-looking.

“You’re late.” He messed up her hair.

She wrinkled her nose at him and grabbed his beer, finishing the rest.

“I hate it when you do that,” he said.

“I know. Where’s your dad?” She’d hoped to pull him aside and ask about Oliver Maddox. She knew Bill had talked to the college student back in January, but at the time she had been too raw to discuss the conversation in depth. Then the earthquake hit and they both had other things to think about.

“He’s at the game. An old buddy of his got some prime tickets.”

“Good for him,” she said, though she was disappointed she’d have to wait until tomorrow to talk to him. Dave might know something. . if she could get him alone. “Who’s all here?”

“The usual-Manny and Jill, Eric, Phil.”

Claire tried to rid her body of the day’s tension. She rolled her shoulders, said hi to everyone, grabbed a beer from an ice bucket. These were her friends, she reminded herself. Why did she feel so uncomfortable, like an outsider? She always tried, but never felt like she quite fit in anywhere.

She pushed aside her father’s haunted expression.

Her lies to Oliver Maddox’s worried girlfriend.

Her growing confusion over her father’s guilt.

A timer went off, and Phil jumped up. “Hey, Claire, have a second to help?”

“Sure.”

She followed Phil into the kitchen. He popped open the oven and took out a delicious-smelling Mexican dip, then popped in garlic bread and adjusted the temperature.

Phil tossed her a bag of tortilla chips. “Go find a bowl.”

Also a cop, Phil was a few years older than Dave and his friends, but he was a fixture in the group. Especially after he saved Dave’s life during a domestic disturbance call the week before Claire graduated from high school. If Phil hadn’t intervened at the right moment, Dave could have been dead. The bullet ended up grazing his arm, but it was only inches from his heart. Bill called Phil his adopted son.

Claire rummaged around the cabinets. Dave was not organized.

“Dave says it’s getting serious with your new boyfriend.”

“Dave has a big mouth.” She found a big bowl and dumped the chips into it.

“He’s just concerned because you haven’t introduced him. You usually aren’t so secretive.”

Eric came in as Phil spoke. Eric was Dave’s age and they’d been close ever since Eric joined the force more than ten years ago. “Yeah, and I think this is a record. Dave said you’ve been seeing him for a couple months. Long time for you.”

She rolled her eyes, but she was getting irritated at the interrogation from the cops. Dave, okay, he was practically her brother. But Phil and Eric?

“Okay, a week from Friday, the Kings are playing the Lakers in L.A., we’ll all meet at my place and I’ll invite Mitch, okay?”

Dave walked in. “Is this the Mitch Bianchi you have yet to introduce to Dad and me?”

“Oh, stop,” she said. “I didn’t think you cared.”

Dave squeezed the back of her neck. “I’ll always care about who you’re dating.”

Claire felt claustrophobic with Dave’s overprotective, brotherly attitude, and Phil and Eric’s intrusiveness. “Get over it,” she said, trying to sound light, but her tone was flat.

Dave dropped his hand and grabbed the plate of chicken off the counter. “Game’s started, we’re down six already.”

“Dave, I’m sorry, I-” Claire frowned as he walked out. “I didn’t mean it the way it sounded,” she ended lamely.

“He knows,” Eric said, rubbing her shoulder. “I’ll take this tray-anything else?” he asked Phil.

“The bread has a few minutes. I’ll wait for it.” Eric left, and Phil took up rubbing her shoulder where Eric had left off. “Dave just worries about you. He wants you to be happy. So is it serious? You and this Mitch Bianchi?”

She shrugged. “The usual.” That was such a lie, she realized as she said it.

“So it is,” Phil stated.

“What? Please. I don’t have time for serious relationships. Worry about Dave. He’s a lot older than me, he should be thinking of settling down.”

Her cell phone rang. She glanced at the number. Mitch.

“Go ahead,” Phil said. “I’ll take care of this. Grab the bread when the timer buzzes.” He took the bowl of potato salad from her hand and left the kitchen.

“Hi,” she answered, feeling giddy when she heard his voice.

“Change of plans?”

“Yeah. I need to make an appearance at this thing. I hope it’s okay that I meet you at the Fox amp; Goose.”

“I’ll be miserable the entire hour you’re late, but I’ll manage as long as you don’t cancel on me altogether.”

“No chance. I missed you this morning.”

“Ditto. Coffee doesn’t taste the same without you.”

She laughed. “I highly doubt that. So nine is okay?”

“I’ll be waiting.”

She hung up, a rush of anticipation running through her veins. She considered leaving now and catching up with Mitch before he left his house, but decided against it. She’d been practically ignoring Dave and his friends since she’d been seeing Mitch, and Dave would be ticked if she bailed earlier than she planned. Plus she had to make it up to him for jumping down his throat earlier.

The timer went off and she took out the garlic bread. She decided one beer was plenty, and started a pot of coffee. That’s what it was: She was worn down from today and the stress of the confrontation with her father. A cup of coffee or three and she’d be back to her old self and ready for a night of dancing.

Dave walked into the room. “I’m sorry,” Claire said to him, glad they were alone for a minute.