Brad Parks - Eyes of the Innocent

“Hel-LO?” Sweet Thang said. “Feelings?”

“I feel,” I said, measuring my words, “that it’s a bad idea for you to have this woman sleeping at your apartment. I know this is hard to hear, but for all we know, Akilah is a nutbag who decided she didn’t want to be a mom anymore and burned down her own house with her kids locked inside.”

“Do you really think that’s what happened?”

I didn’t. But I still planned to have Sweet Thang call the hospital and the pallet company to verify her employment, just in case.

“That’s not the point,” I said. “The point is, we just don’t know. So not only is it a bad idea professionally to have a source living with you, it could be unsafe personally, as well.”

She turned to face me, smiling wide.

“That’s sooo sweet of you,” she said. “I knew you were the best mentor ever. I can’t wait to tell Uncle Hal what a sweetheart you are and that you’re looking out for me. I know he’ll totally appreciate it.”

I clenched the steering wheel with both hands and drove. Sweet Thang was playing me like a Stradivarius, which is probably what she had done to every Y chromosome she had come across since puberty. All I could do was remind myself once again that she was the female equivalent of the Strait of Magellan: thin, beautiful, and treacherous.

During the final few blocks to the office, she kept babbling about how wonderful I was. It wasn’t until we pulled into the Eagle-Examiner parking garage I was finally able to get a sentence in.

“Okay, here’s the plan,” I said, mindful of Szanto’s admonition to keep Sweet Thang away from the computer keyboard while any meaningful writing was going on. “First of all, give me your cell number.”

“I have two,” she said. “Which one do you want?”

“You have two cell phones,” I said, mostly out of disbelief.

“Yeah, I talk a lot”-I noticed, believe me-“so sometimes I run out of battery before I have the chance to recharge.”

“Two cell phones,” I said again. “First, allow me to scoff at you.”

I made my best scoffing noise.

“Okay,” I said, “now I’ll take those numbers.”

I file all work-related numbers last name, first name. So I saved these in my phone as “Thang, Sweet” and “Thang, Sweet 2.”

I gave her my number and she programmed it in her phone. Uh, phones.

“You program all your numbers in both phones?” I asked.

“Hell-OOO, what if the other one is out of batteries?” she asked.

Good point. Absurd but good.

“Okay, I’m going to start transcribing notes”-and write the beginning, middle, and end of the story-“and I was hoping you could take a trip up to the county courthouse and get a copy of Akilah Harris’s mortgage for us.”

“No problem,” she said, smiling sweetly. “I’ll do anything you ask.”

She held my gaze a beat longer than was necessary. Somewhere in my lower body, I felt a twitch.

* * *

I bid Sweet Thang farewell, wiped my suddenly sweaty brow, then went back up to the newsroom to search for a cold shower.

Instead, I found the one thing that worked faster:

“Crrrtrrr!” Szanto bellowed as soon as I was within radar range.

I walked into his office and sat down to find him munching a mouthful of antacid tablets-berry flavored, by the scent of things.

“Whtdgt?” he asked.

I took that for “what do you got?” and plunged forward, telling him how the intern almost got her neck slit, then about Akilah Harris and her remarkable story. It was a narrative so moving I felt my throat constricting at several points during the retelling. I touched on every tragedy that had shaped her young life, emphasizing that while her tale was unique, it was also achingly typical of the struggle faced by many working poor. I concluded that sharing her story in a thoughtful manner would offer a real insight into our local community and do our readers a tremendous service.

Szanto sat quietly as I spoke. He even stopped chewing his antacid. I felt like I was really reaching him. I was drilling through that hardened, old-time newsman’s shell and reaching that fundamentally decent inner core that remembered a good newspaper was ultimately about real people and their stories. And when I was done, there was only one thing he could ask:

“Can we strip the story across the top of tomorrow’s front page?”

No, wait. That wasn’t it.

“Come again?” I said.

“I said, ‘What about the effing space heater?’ ”

“Sal!” I exploded. “Haven’t you just been listening to me? This is human tragedy. Who cares about a damn space heater?”

Szanto clenched his fists.

“I sent you out there to get a simple story about a space heater,” he said.

“And I came back with something ten times better. Even Brodie is going to see that. We’ll have another chance to write space heaters next week. Come on. This is good stuff and you know it.”

Szanto released his fists and instead channeled his stress into grinding his teeth.

“Well,” he said at last, “could you at least mention the possibility of a space heater? I’m not saying you have to put it in your lede. Just sneak it into the nut graf somewhere.”

“Oh, for the love of … are you serious?”

Of course he was. Szanto and serious were like fruit flies and ripe bananas.

“Fine,” I huffed.

“Good. Now, I think we can make a run at A1”-that’s what we called the front page of the newspaper-“but I want you to write it hard.”

“What do you mean, ‘Write it hard’?”

“I mean, spare me the slant about the poor woman from the ghetto victimized by the larger forces of social injustice.”

That, of course, is exactly what I planned to do. And Szanto had been my editor long enough to know it.

“Are you really that hard-hearted?” I asked.

“Oh, I’ve got a heart of fluffy dryer lint,” Szanto said. “I’m just saying, let’s not let her completely off the hook here. The fact is, nobody forced that woman to sign a mortgage she couldn’t afford. And nobody forced her to compound the error by getting a second job instead of just getting rid of the place. And you want to tell me she couldn’t have tried a little harder to find somewhere to put those kids? Let’s remember, the victims here are those two little boys.”

Valid points, all. And in absence of a good counterargument, I pouted.

“Come on now, you can still make it read pretty,” Szanto said, and suddenly was rooting for something on his crowded desk. “Just remember the story is about this.”

He slid that day’s paper across the desk and patted two fingers on the pictures of Alonzo and Antoine.

They were two happy little faces, each with sharp features-like their mother-and a set of eyes that captivated me the way they had Sweet Thang earlier in the day. They were eyes that glowed with hope, love, and happiness. They were the eyes of two little boys who’d never hurt anyone or done anything to deserve this. They were the eyes of the innocent.

“It’s about those dead little boys and all the people who failed them,” Szanto finished.

I nodded. He was right, of course-just as I had been right about the space heater story being bunk. But that was a good editor-reporter relationship. You had to keep each other honest.

“Fine,” I said, then summoned my best parting shot: “But if you screw with my lede I’m going to have Sweet Thang complain to Uncle Hal. And then you’ll really be sorry.”

Szanto grinned, then shoveled in a fresh mouthful of antacid tablets. I retreated to my desk and started pounding on the keyboard. It was two-thirty in the afternoon, which meant I had enough time to craft a lovely story-but not enough time to dawdle. Our deadline for first edition isn’t until 8. But Szanto would start hovering over my shoulder by 6, if not sooner.