Ryan Jahn - The Last Tomorrow

Well, that’s not entirely true. He knows one way, but he doesn’t want to do it. He doesn’t want to push his friend’s head under as he climbs out. He has to give the police something, they made that clear, and while he could give them Eugene, he knows only a coward would do so. The man is his friend, and he’s ashamed of himself already for what he’s done to him, ashamed of the cowardice he’s displayed. He twice betrayed the man. Eugene would never do to a friend what’s been done to him.

And he doesn’t even know the extent of it.

Fingers hoped he wouldn’t hear from Eugene. If he didn’t hear from him he’d have nothing to tell the cops, no decision to make. They might then go about dismantling his life, probably would, cops being cops, but if he really had no information there’d be nothing he could do about it.

He could take some small comfort in that knowledge. It was done to him; he didn’t do it to himself.

But he did hear from Eugene. The man called him and asked for his help. So now he’s got to figure out what he’s going to do. The police will be back asking questions soon, and he has to know how he’ll deal with that. He has to learn as little as possible about what Eugene is up to while still helping him as much as he can. He’d like to know nothing, the less he knows the less the police can get out of him, but he owes Eugene his help. He got his friend into this by talking to Louis Lynch, and he made it worse by talking to the cops. He’ll be damned if he leaves him to dangle.

Then stop thinking about talking to the police at all. What you need to think about is this. Do you have it in you to do what’s right even if it means the cops tear your life apart? If you do, then don’t worry about anything else. Go help your friend and when the cops come back around with question marks on their faces you tell them to go fuck themselves. If that means they destroy your life, so be it. You’ll be a man, and a man can build a new life. You’ve done it before. What the cops want is for you to be their boy. You fetch water for them once, they’ll never stop coming around with their empty pails.

So, again, the question. Do you have it in you to do what’s right even if it means the cops dismantle your life?

After some time he nods to himself.

Yes, I do.

He walks to his car and slips in behind the wheel. He sits there a moment, staring at the dials on his dashboard. He starts the engine. The radio comes on, playing a Cole Porter tune. He turns it up, turns it up loud.

Yes, I do.

He grabs the transmission handle on the right side of the steering column and yanks it down to drive. He pulls his foot off the brake pedal.

2

Eugene gets to his feet when he hears a car pull into the motel parking lot, its front bumper scraping against the driveway. He walks to the window, pushes the curtain aside, looks out. A cream-colored Chevrolet Bel Air convertible with whitewall tires pulls to a stop beside his motorcycle, Fingers behind the wheel. He swings open the driver’s-side door and steps out. He puts his face momentarily to the sun, his eyes closed, then turns and walks toward the motel room from which Eugene stands watching him.

Eugene lets the curtain fall and turns to Evelyn. She sits silent on the edge of the bed with a sullen expression on her face. Her ankles and wrists are once more taped together. He let her eat breakfast before he did it, but watched her closely, and when she was finished he bound her. She let him do it without a fight, but he knows she’s not beat. A woman like her can’t be beat; she can only be killed.

Stop thinking that way, Eugene. You’re going to figure a way out of that part of it. It won’t come to that.

A knock at the door.

‘I’ll be right back.’

Eugene steps outside to greet his friend, shutting the door behind him.

‘Thanks for coming.’

Fingers nods.

‘Did you find a warehouse we can use?’

‘My guy’s gonna meet us there to hand over the keys.’

He nods his thanks. ‘Now about why I need your car. I didn’t want to tell you over the phone, but-’

Fingers raises a hand and shakes his head.

‘Hold up,’ he says. ‘I need to talk to you about some things before we get into any of that. Need to be straight with you about exactly why you’re in this situation.’

‘What do you mean?’

He looks away from Eugene, rubs his face with both palms.

‘What?’ Eugene takes a step back and squints at his friend.

‘The police stopped by my apartment couple days ago, about an hour after I gave you that pistol. They were asking questions about you.’

‘What did you tell them?’

‘You know what? That’s not the right place to begin. A guy who works for James Manning named Louis Lynch called me last Wednesday asking questions about you. I answered. I didn’t know what Manning had in mind, didn’t know he was gonna frame you for them murders, but Lou asked questions and I answered. So I helped get you into this situation. I’m sorry for that. I wouldn’t do it again. But before I let you tell me anything, I need you to know my part in what happened.’

Eugene nods but says nothing. Then turns and walks away, running his fingers through his hair. He leans against the trunk of a car, does a push up against it, exhales heavily. His one ally in all this turns out to have helped cause the trouble in the first place. Son of a bitch.

It wasn’t on purpose, Eugene.

That’s what he says.

He didn’t have to tell you at all.

He pivots and walks back toward his friend. He stops a couple feet from him, looks him in the eye, searches his face for answers that words can’t provide.

‘What did you tell the police?’

‘Nothing. But they pushed hard and they’ll be back.’

Eugene nods again. He pinches his lower lip and pulls on it.

‘Okay,’ he says, thinking this through. ‘Okay. This might be okay. Next time the cops come around asking you questions, I want you to talk to them. I want you to tell them a story, a mostly true story. Will you do that?’

Fingers swallows, but doesn’t respond.

‘I need you. I’ve already begun something, and I don’t know how to finish it without your help.’

‘What did you do, Eugene?’

‘I’ll explain everything, but let’s take care of this warehouse business first. Back your car up to the door and pop the trunk.’

He pulls his gloves from his back pocket and slips his hands into them.

Fingers watches him put the gloves on, then looks up, looks him in the eye, and says, ‘What for?’

3

Eugene walks toward Evelyn with a damp pair of panties in his hand. She backs away from him, pushing herself across the mattress with her bound legs, telling him don’t you put those in my mouth, Eugene, don’t do that. Please. I’ll be quiet. I’ll be quiet.

‘I’m sorry, Evelyn,’ Eugene says. ‘I can’t trust you.’

He shoves them into her mouth, stuffing them down with a thumb.

4

Fingers stands outside. He wants to help Eugene out of the mess he helped get him into, but feels sick about it. He’s a professional middleman, and that means staying disinterested. It means not getting involved. But that’s ridiculous, isn’t it? He’s been involved since his telephone rang last Wednesday, and on the wrong side as well. All he’s doing now is regaining some of his self-respect.

He makes his own decisions, goddamn it. He doesn’t let fear drive him.

The motel-room door swings open. Eugene drags a tall redheaded woman from the depths of the interior. She fights him as well as she can, but her hands and legs are bound. He picks her up as she thrashes and carries her through the door. It’s what threshold crossings would look like if they were done after divorces as well as weddings. He drops her into the waiting jaw of the trunk and slams the lid down. She thrashes about inside the car, kicks at the trunk lid — and after a while stops.