Michael McBride - Snowblind

Two Days Ago

Time passed in minuscule increments metered by the sounds of their heavy breathing and the wailing wind. They rotated positions at regular intervals to keep their eyes fresh, or at least as fresh as they could be. One surveyed the sheet of snow leading to the tree line through the window while another watched the front door, the boarded window beside it, and the gaps between the wooden slats for any sign of movement, with the implied instructions to blast a hole clean through the side of the house if there was even the slightest motion within the shadows. The third leaned against the doorway between rooms, ostensibly resting his eyes.

It had to be getting close to dawn by now. Coburn had already taken two uneventful shifts at both the window and the door and now sat with his rifle across his lap and his face in his gloved hands, listening to the rhythmic gratt…gratt…gratt of Vigil’s fingernails on the door. Occasionally the wind would gust and there would be a pause in the scratching, followed by what almost sounded like frantic knocking. Coburn couldn’t help but imagine Vigil standing knee-deep in the snow, a fresh skein of blood freezing to his bare skin, pounding to be let in. He had grown so accustomed to the sound, in fact, that he didn’t immediately notice when it ceased.

“It must have fallen off,” Baumann whispered. He was little more than a shadow cast by the waning fire against the far wall.

Coburn leaned around the doorframe and sighted down the gaps between the slats.

“Talk to me!” Shore called back over his shoulder. His voice positively crackled with panic. “Tell me what you see!”

“Shh!” Coburn whispered.

“Don’t shush me! You aren’t the one sitting in front of the open window!”

“Nothing,” Baumann said. “I can’t see a damn thing.”

“Then why don’t you switch with me and hang your head out into the blizzard?”

Coburn lowered his scope. He had been able to see reasonably well, but there had only been a world of white outside.

“Whoever was out there has to be gone by now,” Baumann said. “We haven’t seen anything resembling movement in hours.”

At first, the shadows in the forest had seemed to be in a continuous state of motion, as though taunting them. Maybe there had been someone or something out there. Or maybe not. Maybe the snow was blowing at just the right angle to replicate movement, or perhaps their eyes were just playing tricks on them. Whatever the case, the tormenting shadows had eventually faded away, leaving them with a stillness that was somehow worse. At least before they had known where their enemies were. Now, not only did they not know if whoever killed Vigil was still out there, they had no clue as to where they might be…or even where in the world they were, for that matter.

“We should wait out sunrise,” Coburn said.

“And then what?” Shore said. “It’s not like this storm will magically disappear.”

“But at least we’ll have more light to work with.”

“To do what, huh? What do you propose we do?”

“We have to get to our camp so we can use the radio to call for help.”

“You’re joking, right? You want to leave here? And go out there?”

“We can’t stay here,” Baumann said.

“Why the hell not? We have heat and a roof over our heads. And we can defend ourselves here.”

“We can’t stay here forever.”

“We can at least ride out the storm.”

“That could take days.”

“Or the snow could stop in an hour.”

“We can’t afford to take that chance. We don’t have any food or water.”

“We can melt the snow and I think I still have a couple of granola bars-”

“What if they come back?”

Shore made a sound like he was going to speak, but said nothing.

The flames crackled in the fire pit.

Coburn stood and stretched the knots out of his legs. Somewhere out there, the sun crested the eastern horizon behind the dark storm clouds and the new day broke with a scream of the wind.

* * *

“How much longer do you think we should wait?” Baumann said. “I think it’s about as light as it’s going to get.”

“That’s a pleasant thought,” Shore said, vocalizing what they were all thinking.

The plan had been to wait out the dawn and hope it burned off some of the clouds. Instead, it almost appeared as though the clouds had blown up against the mountains and gotten stuck, while more and more rolled in to bolster their ranks. Any hope they had held that the snow might wane, if not outright abate, was now a match struck in the wind. The flakes had grown larger and the gales had grown stronger, all but swallowing the tree line a mere forty feet away across the windswept accumulation.

“We can’t afford to wait any longer,” Coburn said. “Not if there’s still a chance we can get help for Vigil-”

“Get help for Vigil?” Shore nearly shouted. “What the hell are you smoking? He’s dead and you know it!”

It was the first time any of them had actually said it out loud.

Shore leaned against the wall, buried his face in his hands, and slid down to the ground. Baumann seemed to deflate as he sighted his rifle out the window. Coburn sighed and shouldered on his backpack. He drew back the bolt on his rifle, caught the gleam of brass, then slammed the bolt home and locked it again.

“Then I guess there’s no point in sticking around here any longer.”

“We don’t even know where our camp is from here.” Shore sniffed and wiped the tears from his red cheeks. “We could start walking in the wrong direction and get even more lost than we already are.”

“Would you rather stay here?” Baumann said. “Where whoever’s out there knows exactly where we are?”

“We haven’t seen any indication that anyone’s out there in hours. For all we know, if it really was someone , they’re at home in bed by now.”

“Then we probably shouldn’t wait around for them to come back,” Coburn said.

“So which way do you suggest we go?” Shore said. “Lord knows Todd and I can’t seem to agree.”

“You at least agree about the same general direction. I say we strike off to the northwest and let the topography guide us. Eventually we have to hit the stream Vigil fell into. From there we can find our way up to the path, then follow it to our camp.”

“Retrace our steps? That stream’s probably invisible under a foot of snow by now. We could walk right over it and not even know it.”

“You have a better idea?”

Shore stared out the window over Baumann’s shoulder for a long moment before he finally shook his head.

“Then we’re burning daylight,” Coburn said. He rose from his post by the front door, stepped over Shore’s legs, and headed straight for the window. Baumann was already perched up on the sill, rifle at his shoulder. When Coburn reached him, he dropped down into the drift.

Coburn climbed up onto the ledge and glanced back at Shore. The wind and the flakes tried to shove him back inside. He waited just long enough to make sure his old friend was going to follow, then drew a deep breath and plunged into the snow.

* * *

Coburn caught up with Baumann near the front door, where he was standing in the lee of the entryway, scanning the field in front of him through his scope.

“Look behind me,” he said when Coburn was close enough to hear his voice over the wind.

“What-?”

“Just look behind me!”

Coburn ducked under Baumann’s barrel and turned to face the door. He saw the bent nail from which Vigil’s arm had hung. There were faint scratches in the aged wood from the fingernails, but the hand itself was gone, as he had expected. With as hard as the wind was blowing, the tendon never would have held for long. He looked down at the ground, where the snow was somewhat shielded from the wind. There was the hand-