Jo Nesbo - The Son

‘Shh,’ she said and kicked off the duvet, took his hand and led him to the bathroom. Ignoring the fact that he could see her in her underwear while she searched through the medicine cabinet. Found some twelve-year-old disinfectant, two rolls of bandages, some cotton wool and a pair of small scissors. She made him strip from the waist up.

‘As you can see it’s just a dent in my spare tyre,’ he smiled.

She had seen worse. She had seen better. She cleaned his injuries and taped cotton wool over the holes where the projectile had entered and exited. Then she wrapped a bandage around his waist. When she untied the handkerchief around his forehead, fresh blood started trickling from underneath the scab immediately.

‘Did your mother have a sewing kit anywhere?’

‘I don’t need-’

‘I said shh.’

It took four minutes and four stitches to sew the broken skin together.

‘I saw the briefcase in the passage,’ he said while she rolled several layers of gauze around his head.

‘That’s not my money. And the council has allocated us enough funds for the renovation work, so thanks but no thanks.’ She taped the edges in place and stroked his cheek. ‘There, that ought to-’

He kissed her. Right on the lips. Then he let go of her.

‘I love you.’

Then he kissed her again.

‘I don’t believe you,’ she said.

‘You don’t believe I love you?’

‘I don’t believe you’ve kissed other girls. You’re a lousy kisser.’

The laughter made his eyes sparkle. ‘It’s been a long time. Remind me, please?’

‘Don’t worry about getting it right. Just let it happen. Kiss me lazily.’

‘Lazily?’

‘Like a soft, sleepy snake. Like this.’

She cradled his head gently between her hands and raised her lips to his. And it struck her how strangely natural it felt, as if they were two children playing an exciting but innocent game. And he trusted her. Like she trusted him.

‘Do you see?’ she whispered. ‘More lips, less tongue.’

‘More clutch, less gas?’

She giggled. ‘Exactly. Let’s go to bed.’

‘What will happen there?’

‘We’ll just have to see. How’s your side? Will it be all right?’

‘All right for what?’

‘Don’t play the innocent with me.’

He kissed her again. ‘Are you sure?’ he whispered.

‘No. So if we wait too long. .’

‘Let’s go to bed.’

Rover got up and straightened his back with a groan. In his excitement he had failed to notice that his back had seized up; it was like when he made love to Janne, who stopped by from time to time to ‘see what he was up to’. He had tried explaining that tinkering with the motorbike and tinkering with her had many similarities. That you could keep going in the same fixed position without being aware of aching muscles or time passing. But when you were done, then it was payback time. She had enjoyed the comparison. That was so like her.

Rover wiped his hands. The job was complete. The last thing he had done was attach a new exhaust pipe to the Harley-Davidson. It was like crossing the ‘t’ and dotting the ‘i’. Like when the piano tuner plays a piano he has just tuned. Just for the sheer fun of it. You could produce an extra 20 b.h.p. simply from modifying the exhaust pipe and the air filter, but everyone knew that the exhaust pipe was mainly about the sound. Getting it to produce that lovely, burring, juicy bass which didn’t sound like anything else Rover had ever heard. Of course he could turn the key right away in order to listen to the music of the engine to confirm everything he already knew. Or he could save it for tomorrow morning, like a present to himself. Janne always said that you should never postpone your pleasures, that there was no guarantee that you would live another day. He guessed that was Janne being Janne.

Rover wiped the oil off his fingers with the rag and went to the back room to wash his hands. Looked at himself in the mirror. The oil smears on his face that looked like warpaint and the gold tooth. As usual he noticed how other needs announced themselves now that he was done; food, drink, rest. It was a great feeling. But there was also the strange emptiness that followed such an achievement. A ‘Now what?’ A ‘What’s the point of it all?’ He chased the thoughts away. Looked at the warm water pouring from the tap. Then he stopped. Turned off the water. A sound had come from outside the garage. Janne? Now?

‘I love you too,’ Martha said.

At one point he had stopped — both of them panting, sweating, flushed — dried the sweat between her breasts with the sheet which she had pulled off the mattress, and said that they might find them here, that it was dangerous. And she had replied that she didn’t scare easily once she had made up her mind. And that incidentally — if they really had to talk — she loved him.

‘I love you.’

Then they carried on.

‘It’s one thing for you to stop supplying me with weapons,’ the man said as he peeled the thin glove off his hand. It was the biggest hand Rover had ever seen. ‘It’s another when you start supplying my enemy, yes?’

Rover didn’t struggle. He was being held by two men; a third was standing next to the big man, aiming a pistol at Rover’s forehead. A pistol Rover knew only too well because he had modified it himself.

‘Giving that boy an Uzi is like telling me to go to hell. Was that what you wanted? To send me to hell?’

Rover could have replied. Said that given what he already knew about the Twin, he guessed that was where he had come from in the first place.

But he didn’t. He wanted to live. Just for a few more seconds.

He looked at the motorbike behind the big man.

Janne had been right. He should have started it. Closed his eyes and listened. He should have stopped to smell the flowers. It’s such an obvious truth, it’s so hackneyed and yet so impossible to comprehend until you stand at the threshold and you realise how banal it really is: that the only guarantee you have in life is that you’re going to die.

The man put his gloves down on the worktop. They looked like used condoms. ‘Now let me see. .’ he said, glancing around at the tools mounted on the walls. He pointed a finger at them as he chanted in a low voice: ‘Eeny, meeny, miney. .’

Dawn was starting to break.

Martha lay close to Sonny with her feet entwined in his. Heard the change to the steady sleeping rhythm in his breathing. But his eyes were still shut. She caressed his stomach and saw a small smile on his lips.

‘Good morning, lover boy,’ she whispered.

He grinned from ear to ear, but pulled a face as he tried to turn over to look at her.

‘Does it hurt?’

‘Only my side,’ he winced.

‘The bleeding has stopped, I checked a couple of times last night.’

‘What? You took liberties with me while I was asleep?’ He kissed her on the forehead.

‘I thought you took a few liberties of your own, Mr Lofthus.’

‘It was my first time, remember,’ he said. ‘I don’t know the meaning of liberties.’

‘You’re a very good liar,’ she said.

He laughed.

‘I’ve been thinking,’ she said.

‘Yes?’

‘Let’s leave. Let’s leave right now.’

He didn’t reply, but she sensed his body stiffen. And she felt the tears come, suddenly and violently as if a dam had burst. He rolled over and held her.

He waited until her crying had subsided.

‘What did you tell them?’ he asked.

‘I said that Anders and I couldn’t wait until summer,’ she sniffed. ‘That we were going to end this right now. Or at least I was. And then I left. I went outside. Ran down to the high street. Hailed a cab. I saw him come running after me with that bloody mother of his at his heels.’ She laughed out loud, then she started crying again. ‘I’m sorry,’ she sobbed. ‘I’m so. . so stupid! Dear God, what am I doing here?’