Chris Carter - An Evil Mind

Lucien saw Taylor check her watch.

‘Yes, you are losing time,’ he said, nodding. ‘Every second suddenly became really precious, hasn’t it? You don’t need me to tell you that dehydration can have irreversible neurological consequences. If you don’t get a move on, even if you find her alive, by the time you get to her she might be nothing more than a vegetable.’

Lucien pointed to Hunter’s chair.

‘So sit your ass back down, Robert, and start talking.’

Hunter checked his watch, exchanged a quick, worried look with Taylor, and returned to his seat.

‘What do you want to know?’ he said, looking Lucien in the eye.

Lucien’s smirk was triumphant. ‘I want to know what happened. How come you never married the woman you were engaged to? How come you and Jessica aren’t together?’

‘Because she passed away.’

Taylor turned her head and caught Hunter’s gaze. Something glittered in his eyes, and she thought she detected great sadness in them.

Lucien saw it too. ‘How?’ he asked. ‘How did she die?’

Hunter knew he couldn’t lie. ‘She was murdered,’ he replied.

Taylor couldn’t hide the surprise in her eyes.

‘Murdered?’ Lucien frowned. ‘OK, now this is getting interesting already. Please do carry on, Robert.’

‘There’s nothing more to it. We were engaged and she was murdered before I had the chance to marry her. That’s all there is.’

‘That’s never all there is, Robert. That’s only superficial, and that’s not the purpose of this exercise. Tell me how it happened. Were you there? Did you see it happen? Tell me how you felt. That’s what I really want to know. The feelings deep inside you. The thoughts in your head.’

Hunter hesitated for a split second.

‘You can take as long as you want,’ Lucien challenged. ‘It doesn’t bother me. But remember that the clock is ticking for poor Madeleine.’

‘No, I wasn’t there,’ Hunter said. ‘If I were, it wouldn’t have happened.’

‘That’s a bold statement, Robert. So where were you?’ Lucien sat back down at the edge of his bed. ‘Feel free to start at the beginning.’

Hunter had never talked about what had happened to anyone. Some things he found it better to keep locked inside, in a place he barely visited himself.

‘At that time I hadn’t made detective for the LAPD,’ he began. ‘I was just a police officer with the central bureau. My partner and I were out doing rounds in the Rampart area that day.’

‘I’m listening,’ Lucien said once Hunter paused for breath.

‘Though Jess and I were engaged, we didn’t live together,’ Hunter explained. ‘We were making arrangements to, once I became a detective, which was only a few weeks away, but at that time, we still lived in separate houses. I was supposed to see her that night. We were having dinner together. She’d made reservations in a restaurant somewhere in West Hollywood. But that day, toward the end of the afternoon, my partner and I were dispatched to check on a domestic-violence disturbance in Westlake.

‘We got to the address in less than ten minutes, but it all sounded quiet. Too quiet. The husband must’ve seen our black and white unit approaching through the window. We got out, walked up to the door and knocked. Actually my partner, Kevin, knocked. I walked out to the side of the house to check the window.’

‘So what happened then?’ Lucien urged Hunter.

‘The husband shot Kevin with a sawn-off twelve-gauge shotgun through the letterbox flap on the door. He was hiding behind it, waiting for us.’ Hunter looked down at his hands. ‘The gun was loaded with heavy double-slug terminator ammo. From that distance, the round practically tore Kevin’s body in half.’

‘Wait,’ Lucien said. ‘So just like that, this guy shot a cop through the door?’

Hunter nodded. ‘He was high on crack-cocaine. He’d been high on it for several days. That was also the main reason for the domestic violence. His brain was soup. He’d locked his wife and his little daughter in the house, and had been abusing and beating them. His little girl was six.’

Even Lucien paused for thought. ‘So what did you do after he’d torn your partner in half with a shotgun?’

‘I returned fire. I pulled Kevin away from the door and I returned fire.’

‘And. .?’

‘I aimed low,’ Hunter said. ‘Lower half of the body. I wasn’t looking for a kill shot, just to maim. Both of my shots got through, but with reduced velocity from breaching the door. The first hit the husband on his right thigh, the second on his groin.’

Lucien coughed a laugh. ‘You shot his dick off?’

‘It was unintentional.’

This time it was a full, throaty laugh. ‘Well, if the scumbag was abusing his six-year-old little girl, then I guess he deserved it.’

Taylor found it rich that someone like Lucien would call anyone a scumbag.

‘He survived?’ Lucien asked.

‘Yes. I called for backup, but the amount of blood he was losing, together with being shot in the groin, scared him sober. Before backup and the ambulance arrived, he opened the door and gave himself up.’

‘But your partner didn’t make it,’ Lucien concluded.

‘No. He was dead before he hit the ground.’

‘Too bad,’ Lucien said, with no emotion in his voice. ‘So I guess that you never made it for dinner with Jess that night.’ He paused and studied Hunter. ‘Do you mind if I call her Jess?’

‘Yes, I do.’

Lucien nodded. ‘OK, I apologize and I’ll rephrase. So I guess that you never made it for dinner with Jessica that night.’

‘No, I didn’t.’

Los Angeles, California.

Twenty years earlier.

Hunter had helped place Kevin’s body in the coroners’ van before having to recount the details of what had happened to the detectives now assigned to the case. After that, he drove to the Rampart General Hospital to check on the progress of the man he’d shot.

A doctor came out of the operation room to update him. The man, who went by the name of Marcus Colbert, would live, but he would probably walk with a limp for the rest of his life, and he would never again have active sexual relations with anyone.

Hunter’s head was an absolute mess, but he still had to go back to his precinct and fill in several reports before he could go home.

Protocol dictated that after a shootout with fatal victims, any LAPD officer involved must have at least a couple of sessions with an LAPD shrink before, pending a psychological evaluation, being allowed to return to full duties. His captain told him that his first session with the appointed psychologist would be in two days’ time.

Hunter sat in an empty room, staring at the pen in his hand and the empty reports in front of him for a long time. The events that had taken place earlier that day kept on playing and replaying in his mind like an old movie stuck on an endless loop. He couldn’t believe Kevin was gone — cowardly shot dead by a paranoid crackhead on a drug binge. They’d been partners since Hunter had joined the LAPD, a year and a half earlier. Kevin was a good man.

By the time Hunter was finally done with the reports, it was coming up to ten in the evening. Understandably, he’d forgotten all about his dinner plans with Jessica. He gave her a call to apologize and explain why he hadn’t turned up or called earlier, but the phone rang a few times before going straight to the answering machine.

Jessica was a very pretty and intelligent woman, and she fully understood the complications that came with dating a law enforcement officer — the long hours, the last-minute cancellations, the worries for Hunter’s well-being, everything. She also knew that once Hunter made detective, those complications would step up a level or two, but she was in love, and to her that was all that mattered.