Chris Carter - An Evil Mind

‘I understand that,’ Hunter agreed. ‘But I don’t see how withholding it can help you, Lucien. If you are innocent, you have to help the FBI prove that, not play games with them.’

‘And I will do that, Robert, but I’m scared. Even a child can see that the evidence against me is overwhelming. I know that I’m facing death row here, and I’m petrified. Yes, I’ll admit that paranoia has set in in here.’ Lucien lifted his shackled fists and hit them three times against his forehead before looking straight into Hunter’s eyes. ‘I didn’t tell them anything so far because I didn’t think they’d believe me.’

It was easy to see how paranoia and fear could’ve easily distorted Lucien’s vision of reality. Hunter had to reassure him. ‘It doesn’t quite work like that, Lucien. Why wouldn’t the FBI believe you? They’re not out to send you, or just anyone to prison. They want to find the person who’s responsible for those murders, and if you can help them, of course they’ll listen to you. Of course they’ll follow up on what you tell them.’

‘OK, maybe they would, but I panicked.’ He took a deep breath. ‘Then I thought of you. I have no family left, Robert, everyone’s gone. There’s no one on this earth who even cares if I live or die. I met a lot of people in my life, but you’re the only real friend I’ve ever had. The only one who knew the real me, and you were also a cop. So I just thought that maybe. .’ Lucien’s voice was filled with emotion one more time. His toughness cracked again. ‘I didn’t do this, Robert. You have to believe me.’

Back in college, Hunter could usually tell when Lucien was lying because he had a very subtle tell. Hunter had identified it in their second semester at Stanford. As he was telling a lie, Lucien’s stare would harden, become more determined, as if somehow the tough look in his eyes could hypnotized you into believing him. Consequently, for just a fraction of a second, his lower left eyelid would tighten, producing not exactly a twitch, but a very delicate movement. He couldn’t help it because he didn’t even know he was doing it. It’s been over twenty years, but Hunter hoped he could still identify it because he knew what to look for. But there had been no hardening of the stare. No movement of the lower left eyelid whatsoever, no matter how subtle.

‘Remember when I told you that I didn’t know how to ask for help, your help?’ Lucien paused for breath. ‘Well, I’m doing it now. Please help me, Robert.’

Hunter felt the stab of guilt slash through him for the second time.

‘How can I help you, Lucien?’ he asked. ‘You said so yourself just a moment ago. I’m here as a listener. I have no authority over anything. I’m not even an FBI agent. I’m a detective with the LAPD.’

Lucien locked eyes with Hunter for a long moment, and then, all of a sudden, his gaze softened.

‘If I’m brutally honest, Robert, I don’t think I really care if I live or die anymore. I messed up a long time ago. I made way too many mistakes, and since then, I’ve done nothing but live a sub-life. I lost everything, including my dignity and the only person I truly loved. I guess I can say that I’m ashamed of most of my life, but I’m not a murderer. I know that this might sound silly, but I don’t care what anyone thinks of me, except you, Robert. Regardless of what happens to me, I want you to know that I’m not a monster.’

Hunter was about to say something, but Lucien interrupted him.

‘Please don’t say that you already know that, or that you don’t believe I am one, because I don’t want your pity, Robert. I want you to know. Really know . That’s why I’m going to tell you what I’m going to tell you, because I know that you will check on everything I say, with or without the FBI.’

Still no telltale signs from Lucien.

Hunter knew Lucien was right. There was no way he would walk away from that interrogation room and forget about everything Lucien was about to tell him, no matter what sort of pressure the FBI tried to put him under.

‘So what is it that you want to tell me?’ he asked. ‘What is it that you want me to go check out?’

Lucien looked down at his hands before meeting Hunter’s stare. . and then he started speaking again.

Special Agents Taylor and Newman, together with Doctor Lambert, stepped into the interrogation room thirty seconds after Lucien was taken back to his cell. Hunter was leaning against the metal table, facing a blank wall, a pensive look on his face.

‘Detective Hunter,’ Taylor said, grabbing his attention. ‘This is Doctor Patrick Lambert. He’s a forensic psychiatrist with the BSU. He also watched the entire interview from the observations room.’

‘It’s a pleasure to meet you, Detective Hunter,’ Doctor Lambert said, shaking Hunter’s hand. ‘Impressive work.’

Hunter gave him a subtle frown.

‘Your paper. Impressive work. And to think that you wrote that when you were so young.’

Hunter accepted the compliment with a simple head gesture.

‘For someone who had said only seven words in five days, you sure got him talking,’ Taylor said.

Hunter looked at her, but said nothing back.

‘We didn’t pick up anything relevant,’ Newman announced, pouring himself a cup of water from the cooler.

‘What do you mean?’ Hunter asked.

Newman told Hunter about the facial analysis software they were using inside the observation room.

‘There were a few nervy eye, head and hand movements,’ Doctor Lambert said. ‘A few emotional qualities here and there in his tone of voice, but nothing that would flag as too anxious or too nervous. Bottom line is — we have no clear indication that he was lying about anything.’ He paused for effect. ‘But we also have no clear indication that he was telling the truth about anything.’

So much for your expensive facial analysis software, Hunter thought.

‘And that includes everything he told you in the last few minutes of your interview,’ Doctor Lambert added.

Lucien had tried keeping his voice quiet; quieter than throughout the entire session, but the powerful multi-directional microphone on the ceiling directly above the metal table had picked up every word he had said to Hunter.

‘ I’m sending a riddle your way, Robert. A riddle that only you will know the answer to .’ Lucien had placed both elbows on the table, leaned forward, and looked over Hunter’s shoulder at the two-way mirror behind him. ‘ I don’t trust those fuckers .’

His voice had become almost a whisper.

‘ For the past several years, I’ve been living — or hiding, if you prefer — in North Carolina. The house is rented, and I pay cash in advance directly to this old couple, so the place can’t be traced back to me .’ A pause, followed by a sip of water. ‘ In our dorm room back in Stanford, I used to have several posters on the wall by my bed. But there was a particular one. The largest of them all. The one that you also liked. . with the sunset. If you think about it, you will remember it. The county in North Carolina carries the same name as the figure in that poster .’

Hunter’s expression had turned thoughtful.

‘ I’m sure you’ll also remember Professor “Hot Sauce” .’ The right edge of Lucien’s mouth had lifted in a semi-devious smile. ‘ Susan’s dare? Halloween night? ’ He’d waited just a second before seeing recognition dance across Hunter’s face. ‘ By sheer coincidence, the city I’ve been living in shares his name .’

Hunter had said nothing.

‘ After I got the first phone call asking me to make the first car delivery, something inside my head told me that this would probably end very badly. So, out of precaution, I started keeping a diary, so to speak. Actually, it was more like a notebook, and I noted down everything I could — date, time and duration of calls, conversation details, pickup times and locations, car type and license plate numbers, stops I did on the way, the name of the person at the other end of the line. . everything. I keep the notebook in the house, down in the basement .’