Chester Himes - The crazy kill

When it rain five days an' de skies turned dark as night

When it rain five days an' de skies turned dark as night

Then trouble taken place in the lowland that night

"Don't you even know why he locked you up?" Mamie asked.

Dulcy reach over and turned the player down.

"Now, what'd you say?" she asked.

"Johnny had you padlocked in this room," Mamie said. "He phoned me from Chicago to come over and let you out. That's how come I knew he was in Chicago."

"That ain't nothing strange for him," Dulcy said. "He's chained me to the bed."

Mamie began to sob quietly to herself. "Child, what's happening?" she asked. "What happened here last night to send him off like that?"

"Ain't nothing happened no more than usual," Dulcy said sullenly. Then after a moment she added, "You know that knife?"

"Knife? What knife?" Mamie looked blank.

"The knife what killed Val," Dulcy whispered. Thunder rolled and Mamie gave a start. Rain slashed at the windows.

"Chink Charlie gave me a knife just like it," Dulcy said.

Mamie held her breath while Dulcy told her about the two knives, one of which Chink had given to her and the other he'd kept for himself. Then she sighed so profoundly with relief it sounded as though she were moaning again.

"Thank God then we know it was Chink who done it," she said.

"That's what I've been saying all along," Dulcy said. "But ain't nobody wanted to listen to me."

"But you can prove it, child," Mamie said. "All you got to do is show the police your knife and then they'll know it was his that killed him."

"But I ain't got mine no more," Dulcy said. "That's what I'm so scared of. I always kept it hidden in my lingerie drawer and then about two weeks ago it come up missing. And I been scared to ask anybody about it."

Mamie's complexion turned a strange ashy gray, and her face shrank until the skin was stretched tight against the bones. Her eyes looked sick and haggard.

"It just don't have to be Johnny what took it, does it?" she asked piteously.

"No, it don't have to be for sure," Dulcy said. "But there ain't nobody else who could have took it but Alamena. I don't know why she'd have taken it unless just to keep Johnny from finding it. Or else to have something to hold over me."

"You has a woman to come in here to clean," Mamie said.

"Yes, she could have taken it too," Dulcy admitted.

"It don't sound like Meeny," Mamie said. "So it must have been her. You tell me who she is, child, and if she took it I'll get it out of her."

They looked at one another through frightened, white-circled eyes.

"We just kidding ourselves, Aunt Mamie," Dulcy said. "Ain't nobody took that knife but Johnny."

Mamie looked at her and the tears rolled down her old ashy-black cheeks.

"Child, did Johnny know any reason to kill Val?" she asked.

"What reason could he have had?" Dulcy countered.

"I didn't ask what reason he could have had," Mamie said. "I asked what reason he might have known about."

Dulcy slid down into the bed until only her eyes were showing above the covers, but still she couldn't meet Mamie's gaze. She looked away.

"He didn't know of none," she said. "He liked Val."

"Tell me truth, child," Mamie insisted.

"If he did," Dulcy whispered. "He didn't learn it from me."

The record played out and Dulcy started it over again.

"Did you ask Johnny to give you ten thousand dollars to get rid of Val?" Mamie asked.

"Jesus Christ no!" Dulcy flared. "That whore's just lying about that!"

"You're not holding anything back on me, are you, child?" Mamie asked.

"I might ask you the same thing," Dulcy said.

"About what, child?"

"How could Johnny have found out, if he did find out, if you didn't tell him?"

"I didn't tell him," Mamie said. "And I know Big Joe didn't tell him because he'd just found out himself and he up and died before he had a chance to tell anybody."

"Somebody must have told him," Dulcy said.

"Then maybe it was Chink," Mamie said.

"It wasn't Chink 'cause he don't know," Dulcy said. "All Chink knows about is the knife and he's trying to blackmail me for ten-grand. He claims if I don't get it for him he's going to tell Johnny." Dulcy began laughing hysterically. "As if that'd make any difference if Johnny knows about the other."

"Stop that laughing," Mamie said sharply and reached over and slapped her.

"Johnny will kill him," she added.

"I wish Johnny would," Dulcy said viciously. "If he don't really know about the other then that would settle everything."

"There must be some other way," Mamie said. "If the Lord will just show us the light. You can't just settle everything by killing people."

"If he just doesn't already know," Dulcy said.

The recording played out and she put it on again.

"For God's sake, child, can't you play something else," Mamie said. "That tune gives me the willies."

"I like it," Dulcy said. "It's just as blue as I feel."

They listened to the wailing voice and the intermittent sound of thunder from without.

The afternoon wore on. Dulcy kept on drinking, and the level of the bottle went down and down. Mamie dipped snuff. Every now and then one of them would speak and the other would answer listlessly.

No one telephoned. No one called.

Dulcy played the one recording over and over and over.

Bessie Smith sang:

Backwater blues done cause me to pack mah things an' go

Backwater blues done cause me to pack mah things an' go

Cause mah house fell down an' I cain' live there no mo'

"Jesus Christ, I wish he'd come on home and kill me and get it over with if that's what he wants to do!" Dulcy cried.

The front door was unlocked and Johnny came into the flat. He walked into the bedroom wearing the same green silk suit and rose crepe shirt he'd worn to the club the night before, but now it was wrinkled and soiled. His. 38 caliber automatic pistol made a lump in his right coatpocket. His hands were empty. His eyes burned like live coals but looked tired, and the veins stood out like roots from his graying temples. The scar on his forehead was swollen but still. He needed a shave, and the gray hairs in his beard glistened whitely against his dark skin. His face was expressionless.

He grunted as his eyes took in the scene, but he didn't speak. The two women watched him with fear-stricken eyes, unmoving, as he crossed the room and turned off the record player, then parted the drapes and raised the window. The storm had stopped, and the afternoon sun was reflected from the windows across the airwell.

Finally he came around the bed, kissed Mamie on the forehead and said, "Thanks, Aunt Mamie, you can go home now." His voice was expressionless.

Mamie didn't move. Her old, bluish-tinted eyes remained terror-stricken as they searched his face, but it revealed nothing.

"No," she said. "Let's talk it over now, while I'm here."

"Talk what over?" he said.

She stared at him.

Dulcy said defiantly, "Ain't you going to kiss me?"

Johnny looked at her as though studying her under a microscope. "Let's wait until you get sober," he said in his toneless voice.

"Don't do nothing, Johnny, I beg you on bending knees," Mamie said.

"Do what?" Johnny said, without taking his gaze from Dulcy.

"For God's sake, don't look at me as though I crucified Christ," Dulcy whimpered. "Go ahead and do whatever you want to do, just quit looking at me."

"I don't want you to say I took advantage of you while you were drunk," he said. "Let's wait until you get sober."

"Son, listen to me-" Mamie began, but Johnny cut her off. "All I want to do is sleep," he said. "How long do you think I can go without sleeping?"

He took the pistol from his pocket, put it beneath his pillow and began stripping off his clothes before Mamie had got up from the chair.