She raised an eyebrow and put down her glass. ‘Sorry? Why?’
‘Well, I can’t imagine it’s what you wanted. You’ve been watching me so closely for the past few days, hoping I’d slip up. And then, in the end, I did what I never wanted to do. I had to ask you for help. It must have been satisfying for you.’
‘Is that what you think?’ said Fry. ‘Don’t you realise that I was asked to make an assessment? It was my input that helped you to get the job.’
‘Seriously?’
‘I’m always serious.’
Fry laughed then, as if she’d made a joke. That was twice Cooper had witnessed it. Something was definitely happening.
‘Well, I don’t know what to say. Except thank you, Diane.’
‘That’s okay.’
She took another drink and looked thoughtful. Cooper waited on tenterhooks for the next direction the conversation might be about to take.
‘I visited my sister in Birmingham the other night,’ she said. ‘You remember my sister, I’m sure.’
‘Angie?’
‘I only have the one.’
‘Is she well?’ said Cooper.
‘Amazingly well. Ridiculously well. You’d hardly recognise her. I certainly didn’t.’
‘That’s … good, I suppose.’
‘Yes. She’s deliriously happy in a new relationship. And now she’s pregnant.’
‘Pregnant? Really?’
‘That’s what I said. My big sis is having a baby.’
‘Good for her.’
‘Absolutely,’ said Fry. ‘Good for her. I hope she’s very happy.’ She tilted her head on one side and gave him a quizzical look. ‘But here we are, you and me, talking about murder. I suppose it’s whatever turns you on.’
Cooper was beginning to feel exactly the way he had with Poppy Mellor in the old cheese factory, trying to talk calmly to a woman whose behaviour had become unpredictable, who might do something completely unexpected at any moment.
‘We don’t have to talk about murder, if you don’t want to,’ he said.
‘No, we don’t. We could talk about something else. Any ideas, Ben?’
‘Er…’
‘No? That’s not like you.’
Fry seemed to be slightly tipsy. He’d never seen her this relaxed before. She was even saying things that didn’t make any sense.
‘But it’s strange, isn’t it?’ she said. ‘Strange that a corpse could turn out to be a bridge.’
‘You’re mad.’
But Cooper smiled. Wasn’t that exactly what had happened? A new sort of connection had formed between them with that first body lying in the shallow water of the River Dove. He hadn’t understood what it was until now. But it was true — a corpse might provide a bridge in a way. And more than that. Three corpses could be enough to carry you across a void, transporting you from one place to another. They could take you away from a world you didn’t want to be in to a different universe altogether. A place where … well, where anything could happen.
But something was wrong here. Fry wasn’t going to be around after today. She had a whole new career of her own to look forward to.
‘So that’s your parting gift,’ he said. ‘When you finally leave Edendale, you want to make sure that you leave me feeling in your debt.’
Fry dropped her gaze to the floor. ‘Something like that, I suppose. Yes, something like that.’
Cooper was feeling very strange. Perhaps it was the alcohol. The first real drink he’d had for months. Well, the first time he’d felt relaxed enough to enjoy it. It was odd that he’d spent days working out how he could get away from Fry and now he discovered he didn’t want her to leave.
‘Are you really going, Diane?’ he said.
‘I’m already gone.’
‘You can’t be quite gone,’ said Cooper, putting down his glass.
‘Why not?’
‘Because I’ve still got your TV in the boot of my car.’
‘So you have.’
‘You’ll need it for the new apartment in Nottingham. You’ve moved everything else. That old place at Grosvenor Avenue must be empty now.’
‘Pretty much. But we can’t move it tonight,’ said Fry. ‘You’ve been drinking.’
‘So have you.’
‘True.’
Fry gazed at him. And it felt as if everything that had ever passed between them over the years dissolved in that moment, in that one look. Cooper’s doubts about Fry fell away. For the first time he found himself looking past the brittle façade and seeing the real person underneath, vulnerable and lonely. Fry was like a 3D picture, baffling at first. But if you stared at it for long enough, your eyes slipped through the surface to a different focus and found something surprising that took your breath away.
‘So, Diane…’
‘So let’s leave the TV where it is,’ she said. ‘We’re not going anywhere tonight.’
Cooper was awake early next morning. Quietly, he opened the back door into the garden behind Welbeck Street.
A strong wind had been blowing from the north all night. He walked out of his flat into a world of bare branches and swathes of dead leaves covering the ground. So that was it, he thought. Autumn was truly over. Nothing could stop the winter now.
For a while he sat on a garden chair and watched the sun rise. Fry had been right that a death could provide a bridge to the future. It meant a new start in so many ways. But nothing was quite so simple, was it? It was all very well trying to look ahead, to think about what might still be to come. But it was all daydreams, a lot of wishful thinking. Whatever you did, there was no escaping your fate. No one had any idea what the future would bring.
Cooper gazed up at the hills around Edendale, the ever-changing landscape of the Peak District, the countryside he’d grown up in. The colours of those hills altered season by season, month by month. They might look bare and bleak now, but new life was just below the surface, waiting to burst through again, if it was only given half a chance.
Yes, winter always ended. And, if you could look far enough into the future, spring was just around the corner.