Хеннинг Манкелль - After the Fire

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Fredrik Welin is a seventy-year-old retired doctor. Years ago he retreated to the Swedish archipelago, where he lives alone on an island. He swims in the sea every day, cutting a hole in the ice if necessary. He lives a quiet life. Until he wakes up one night to find his house on fire.
Fredrik escapes just in time, wearing two left-footed wellies, as neighbouring islanders arrive to help douse the flames. All that remains in the morning is a stinking ruin and evidence of arson. The house that has been in his family for generations and all his worldly belongings are gone. He cannot think who would do such a thing, or why. Without a suspect, the police begin to think he started the fire himself.

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‘What’s the matter?’ I said. ‘It sounds serious.’

‘It is.’

I kicked over my mug, and coffee splashed over the side of the tent.

‘Tell me, please.’

‘I’m pregnant.’

She hurled the words at me as if I were a crowd to whom she was delivering an important message.

Curiously enough, they instantly evoked a memory, something I thought I had long since forgotten. Before my relationship with Harriet, when I had just started medical school, a young woman had stood in front of me, radiant with happiness, and told me she was pregnant. She was studying to be some kind of chemical researcher. We had met at a student party. Untroubled by whether what I was saying was true or not, I had showered her with declarations of eternal love, painting a picture of our future together, our family. She had believed me. Now she was pregnant. I faced her happiness with dumbstruck horror. I didn’t want children, not with her or anyone else. I remember her heart-rending despair when I more or less forced her to have an abortion. If she didn’t go through with it, I told her, I would leave her. Which I did anyway, as soon as she had got rid of the foetus.

Now Louise was hurling those words at me. She wasn’t radiant with joy, however; there was a kind of caution about her, as if she were simply stating something that had to be said.

I couldn’t take it in. I had never imagined her as a mother. I don’t think Harriet had either. I had once asked her about Louise’s boyfriends, and she had simply replied that she knew nothing about her daughter’s sexuality. I never asked again. From time to time, when Louise disappeared or returned from her mysterious trips, I had naturally wondered if there was a man in the background. I had never found any evidence of a secret lover. I must admit that I do poke around in her bags and pockets now and again, but I’d never come across the slightest hint about that part of her life.

‘Did you hear what I said?’

She impatiently interrupted my train of thought.

‘Of course. But it might take me a while to understand it.’

‘I’m pregnant. It’s fairly straightforward, wouldn’t you say?’

‘You don’t get pregnant on your own.’

‘That’s the only question I won’t answer,’ she said. ‘The identity of the baby’s father is my business.’

‘Why?’

‘Because that’s how I want it.’

‘Do you know for sure who it is?’

I didn’t have time to think that question was a mistake before she leaned across the fire and punched me in the face; I didn’t realise my nose was bleeding until the blood trickled down onto my top lip. Louise didn’t say anything, even though she must have seen it. I had a dirty handkerchief in my pocket; I scrubbed at my face and the flow of blood stopped.

‘I won’t ask,’ I said. ‘And of course I have no doubt that you know who the father is. How far gone are you?’

‘Three months.’

‘And everything is as it should be?’

‘I think so.’

‘You think so?’

‘I haven’t been to see a doctor, if that’s what you’re wondering.’

‘You have to make an appointment!’

We weren’t conversing; as usual we were sparring with one another. My phone rang; a welcome interruption.

It was Veronika.

‘Did I wake you?’

‘No.’

‘I wanted to let you know that Axel died.’

At first I didn’t understand who she meant. Axel? I didn’t know anyone called Axel. Then I realised that was Nordin’s name. Axel Nordin.

‘Are you still there?’ she asked.

I could tell from her voice that she was upset. Or maybe she was afraid? Young people often react to sudden death with fear.

‘I’m still here.’

‘He passed away just after four o’clock this morning. Margareta called me; she was devastated.’

I knew that Nordin’s wife was called Margareta. I also knew that they didn’t have any children, which was a great source of sorrow to them. The whole thing felt very strange and unpleasant, bearing in mind that I was sitting here talking to my daughter about the fact that she was expecting a baby and that her dreadful behaviour might have contributed to Nordin’s death.

I stood up and walked out onto the rocks.

‘I don’t think I’m going to open the cafe today,’ Veronika said.

‘I understand. I assume the shop will be closed too,’ I said. ‘Who will take over?’

‘It’s owned by the fishermen’s association. You’d have to ask them.’

‘I’ve ordered some wellington boots,’ I said. ‘I hope I’ll be able to get hold of them.’

Veronika wasn’t impressed, and to be fair I wished I hadn’t mentioned my wellingtons.

‘Who cares about something like that right now?’ she said.

I didn’t respond to her question; I simply said I would get in touch with Margareta, and we ended the call.

When I went back to the fire, Louise was inside the tent. Her expression was grim when she eventually emerged.

‘Nordin is dead,’ I informed her. ‘He had a brain haemorrhage and passed away in the early hours of this morning.’

‘Who?’

‘The man in the shop where the keys to the shower block are kept.’

I thought I saw a fleeting look of worry pass across her face, but it was gone in a second.

‘It can’t have anything to do with me,’ she said. ‘I didn’t give him that much of a hard time.’

‘Nobody is suggesting it’s anything to do with you. All I know is that he’s dead.’

Louise got to her feet.

‘Let’s go. It’s cold.’

‘Where are we going?’

‘Around the island.’

‘This isn’t an island. It’s a skerry.’

‘What’s the difference?’

‘The size, maybe.’

We clambered over the rocks, slithering and sliding across the stones at the water’s edge. Louise moved with confidence, while I was always afraid of losing my balance. At one stage she was ahead of me, up on a high rock from which she could look down on me. She stopped and turned. She didn’t say a word, she just gazed at me. Then she carried on, still without a word.

I felt a surge of rage that immediately ebbed away. I’m afraid I am hopelessly, furiously envious of all those who will continue to live when I am dead. I am equally embarrassed and terrified by the thought. I try to deny it, but it recurs with increasing frequency the older I get.

I wonder if other people feel the same way? I don’t know, and I am never going to ask, but this envy is my deepest darkness.

Can I really be alone in feeling like this?

We returned to the fire, which had almost gone out.

‘You must realise...’ I began.

‘Realise what?’

‘That I often wonder what you live on. You never ask me for money. I have no idea what you do.’

She smiled at me, then she quickly headed for a clump of alders, bumping into me as she pushed past.

‘I need a pee.’

‘Watch out for the ticks.’

After a moment she came back and sat down.

‘Go home,’ she said. ‘Take the motorboat. I’ll be over in a few hours, but right now I want to be left in peace.’

‘We still have a lot to talk about. Not least what we’re going to do about the house — particularly now there’s a new generation on the way.’

‘I know. We’ve got all the time in the world to talk to one another, haven’t we? About houses and children.’

I pushed the boat out, flipped down the engine and started her up. I decided to take a little trip before returning to the island. Much to my surprise, beyond the outer skerries, the nameless hogsbacks that barely broke the surface, where great shoals of herring used to gather, I spotted a lone sailboat heading into the wind, out towards the open sea. It was strange to see pleasure sailors so late in the year. I followed the boat with my gaze and could see only one person on board, but I couldn’t make out if it was a man or a woman at the helm. Then I turned and went home. I moored the boat and sat down on the bench. I tried to come to terms emotionally with what Louise had said: she was pregnant. I couldn’t feel the unreserved joy I should be experiencing, which worried me. Why did I carry my emotions as if they were a burden?

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