Max Collins - Quarry's list

We, walked on the gravel road about a quarter-mile and then hit the highway, which immediately to our left was blocked, a sign on a fence-type barricade saying “Bridge Out-Detour,” with an arrow pointing back the way we’d come, and flashing lights to make it all clearly visible even on a night like tonight. We skirted the barricade and followed the highway another quarter of a mile and then she led me off onto a graveled drive, which wound through a marshy area that was heavy on dead trees and strange shrubs and gnarled vines that stuck up out of and hovered over pools of water whose surfaces were as blotchy as a disease of the skin; it was a nice area, if you were looking for a preserve for water moccasins. Maybe that explained the privacy afforded a cottage that wasn’t particularly fancy, just a little white house with a shingle roof, sitting way up on flood-precautionary stilts made of stacked cement blocks, above a snow-patched lawn that fell to the river and a modest dock; very ordinary-looking, really, the sort of place you’d expect to see as one of a cluster of such cottages, not isolated, like this. Huddling around protect- tively were tall thick-trunked trees that didn’t at all have the sinister appearance of the nearby swamplike area that gave this oasis its seclusion. There were wooden steps with rail along the side of the cottage, and she went up, and I followed, onto a sun deck. She put the grocery sack down to unlock the door and I asked her if this was the only entrance. She said it was. She asked if that was good or bad. I said probably good.

And it was. Unless somebody planned to set the place on fire or shoot tear gas in at us or something, having a single way in and out was a good thing. At this height, it would take mountain-climbing gear to come in a window anywhere but off that sun deck, where the front of the cottage made a sort of porch, with windows that were slatted, like oversize Venetian blinds made of glass, cranking shut from within and backed with screens and impossible to use for entry short of taking an ax to them. The only practical way into the place was through the front door, which, not surprisingly, is how we went in.

Stepping into the porch area, Carrie flicked on a standing lamp, explaining there was no overhead lighting at all inside, and I had a look around. The porch had a sofa and several soft-cushioned lawn chairs and a Formica top table with chairs and a portable television on a stand and a braid rug on a tile floor. The walls were pine, though three sides of the room were dominated by those slatted windows; the back wall was decorated with framed prints of fishing and hunting scenes.

I asked Carrie if there’d been any trouble with vandalism, a lot of stuff in here to leave unattended, but she said before her husband died, he’d all but lived down here, keeping the place in use pretty much year round, and, too, the constable of a little town a few miles from here kept an eye on the place, so seldom was it ever bothered. She doubted the constable would be around tonight, though, what with the heavy fog and all, but if he was, she could handle him.

If the porch area was the equivalent of a living room, the larger, single room beyond was all the other rooms: kitchen in the near right corner, off in a cubbyhole separate but unenclosed from the rest of the room, and off of which was the john; a double bed in the far right corner, next to a window; wood-burning stove (for heating purposes only) in the middle of the room, with stovepipe rising through the low tiled ceiling; an informal office area in the near left corner, just an old battered oak desk with an equally battered wooden swivel chair; and a dark pine trunk and several tall storage cabinets filling the rest of the space along the walls, which were the same light pine as the porch.

She put the groceries away while I built a fire. It was cold in there, and we were both damp from our walk in the mist, and I didn’t figure a little chimney smoke was going to attract any attention, in fog this dense.

So I sat feeding wood into the mouth of the stove, and she came and sat on the floor next to me, getting close to the warmth, watching the flames move. For a long time her face was expressionless, blank, a mask the glow of the fire began to play upon, making attitudes and emotions and expressions seem to be there and then flicker away.

Maybe she was waiting to see if I’d brought her here to kill her. Maybe I was thinking the same thing about her. I did see her glance now and then at the guns, the Ruger on the floor between us, the. 38 in my belt, but the meaning of her glance was elusive. She also looked at me, occasionally. Studied my face like she did the fire.

Then, suddenly, impulsively, she pulled her sweater over her head. She was wearing a skimpy, translucent bra, which she undid and let drop, and the shadows and colors of the fire reflecting off her flesh gave her an almost mystical look, like a textured photograph. She covered her breasts with her hands. She shook her head and the shoulder-length white-blond hair shimmered and caught glints of yellow and orange and copper, tossing them around like sparks. A grin glimmered across her no-longer mask of a face, and she opened her mouth and touched her tongue to her upper lip, then her lower, and then she grinned again, mouth still open, spreading her fingers over her breasts to let the nipples peek through. I reached out and touched her face, and her expression changed again, the smile disappearing, and something like pain crossed her features. She was cupping her breasts, now, offering them to me. I accepted.

We made love. We’d fucked in the pool, and screwed in bed, but this time we made love, on the cold tile floor, bathing in the heat and color of the fire, moving slowly together, slowly together, and after a long while warmth flooded into warmth, and then we were holding onto each other another long while afterward, the fire crackling and warning us it would die down completely if left unattended.

The broker had his arm around her. She was wearing a bikini, the same white bikini she’d worn for-me, last night. Broker was in a blue sport shirt and tan pants and looked happier than I’d ever seen him, smiling so broadly the ends of his wispy mustache were sticking straight up. Carrie was smiling, too. They didn’t look as wrong together as you might think. Broker never did look his age, despite his stark white hair and politician’s bearing. And while Carrie was in her twenties, she could have been taken for older; it’s difficult to pin down a woman’s age, which is how they want it, I suppose.

Seeing them in the photograph together was a shock, somehow, and an involuntary twinge of resentment wormed its way through me, at the sight of this thick hand on her soft tanned shoulder. I’d accepted the fact that she’d been married to him, but an image of them together had never formed in my mind. And I’d instinctively chalked the marriage up as an arrangement, a marriage of convenience, and the obvious love between them shook me a little.

What got me wasn’t Carrie, really. I already knew she was a sensitive type, able to feel loving toward just about anybody. But the Broker loving her, the Broker loving anybody, that was the surprise. I’d always assumed that behind his empty eloquence and stuffed-shirt demeanor there lurked something twisted and wrong. He was, after all, a man who fancied himself just another (very) successful businessman, and seemed bothered not a bit that his business was murder. Especially as long as people like me were around to carry it out for him.

No, it didn’t seem right, the look of devotion, affection, and happiness on that self-important old bastard’s face. Not right at all. I’d have been much less surprised to discover a photograph of him being whipped by some broad in black leather, or getting sucked off by one of the succession of young male bodyguards I saw him go through. I mean, surely the Broker was into something more kinky than just a younger woman. It was like finding the Boston Strangler shacked up with Miss America… the very wholesomeness of it was disgusting.