George Pelecanos - Down By the River Where the Dead Men Go

I looked at Roland. “All right. You, come here. You’re next.”

“No,” LaDuke said. “We’re taking him with us.”

“Why?” I said.

“Insurance,” LaDuke said.

“ Fuck no,” Roland said. “I ain’t goin’ nowhere with you motherfuckers-”

“You’re coming with us now, Roland!” LaDuke said, and then he looked at Coley, who had rested his cheek on the worktable. “If you try and follow us, we’ll kill him. You understand?”

“I understand everything just fine,” Coley said, a thread of a smile appearing on his face. His eyes moved to mine. “That gonna do it for you boys?”

“No,” LaDuke said. “I don’t think so.”

LaDuke walked over to the spotlight. He raked the barrel of the shotgun sharply across the bulb. The bulb exploded, glass chiming, showering the plump man’s head. LaDuke went to the fills and did the same. The stands fell to the floor, sparking on contact. The color of the light changed in the room.

“That about how you did the one in my trunk?” LaDuke said, his eyes wide and fully amphetamized.

“Something like that,” I said, knowing he wasn’t done.

LaDuke said, “Watch this.”

He turned, pointed the shotgun at the video camera. Roland hit the floor and Coley closed his eyes.

“Hey,” I said.

LaDuke squeezed the trigger. There was a deafening roar, and then the camera was just gone, disintegrated off its base.

“Oh no,” the plump man moaned, against Pretty Man’s steadily rising sob. “Oh no.”

My ears stopped ringing. I checked the rest of them-no one appeared to have been hit.

LaDuke pumped the Ithaca, smiled crazily, walked through the smoke that hovered in the room. “All right,” he said. “All right.”

He picked up a T-shirt that was draped over a chair and dropped it on Roland’s bare back. Roland got to his knees shakily and put the T-shirt on. LaDuke grabbed him by the arm, pulled him up. He hustled him toward the door and the two of them left the room. I walked backward, the Browning at my side.

“You made a mistake tonight,” Coley said in a very easy way. “Now you’re fixin’ to make the biggest one of your life.” div›

“That right,” I said, the speed riding in on the blood that was pumping through my head.

“Yeah. You’re gonna walk out of here and let us live. When really, what you ought to do-if you really think about it-is kill us all.” His eyes were dead as stone. “I mean, that’s what I would do.”

“I’m not you,” I said.

I backed away and left him there, moved into the hall. LaDuke and Roland had already turned the corner. I followed them, caught them at the end of the next hall, near the outside door. Sweet was lying there, unconscious and bound, his face ballooned out and black. We stepped around him and walked out to the lot.

LaDuke pushed Roland toward the gate. Darnell kept the headlights off and pulled the Ford along the fence. We slipped out, then put Roland in the backseat. I gave LaDuke my Browning and the extra clip, along with Coley’s automatic. He dumped them and his own hardware into the dark trunk. He went around and got into the front seat and I climbed into the back with Roland. Roland looked at the back of Darnell’s head, then at me.

“I don’t wanna die,” Roland said, looking suddenly like the teenaged kid he was.

“Boy?” Darnell said. “These two just saved your dumb life.”

I reached over the front seat and found a cigarette in the visor. LaDuke grinned and clapped my arm. I sat back, struck a match, and took in a lungful of smoke. Darnell pulled out into the street and headed north. He switched on the lights and gave the Ford some gas.

“Where we goin’?” Roland said, the toughness back in his voice.

“We’re takin’ you home,” I said.

None of us said anything for some time after that.

Darnell got us out of the warehouse district and kept the Ford in the area of the Hill, driving down the business strip on Pennsylvania and then into the surrounding neighborhoods. It was near midnight, and most of the shops were closed, but people still moved in and out of the doorways of bars, and on the residential streets the atmosphere was thick and still.

“Pull over,” LaDuke said, pointing to a pay phone standing free in the lot of a service station. Darnell drove the Ford into the lot.

“What we gonna do now?” Roland said.

“Call your mom,” said LaDuke.

“Shit,” Roland said.

LaDuke left the car and made the call, gesturing broadly with his hands, smiling at the end of the conversation. He returned and settled back in the front seat.

“Let’s go,” LaDuke said to Darnell. “His mother’s place is in Northeast, off Division.”

“I ain’t goin’ home,” Roland said. “Anyway, we got some busineot, oss to discuss.”

“What kind of business?” I said.

“That money you took, it must have been ten, maybe more. I can turn that ten into twenty.”

“Forget about the money.”

“I only want what’s mine. I worked for it. On the real side, man, that shit is mine.”

“Forget about it,” I said.

LaDuke pointed to the shifter on the steering column. “Put it in gear,” he said.

“I told you,” Roland said, “I ain’t goin’ nowhere.”

I shifted in my seat, turned to Roland. “Maybe you’d like just to sit here and talk.”

“About what?”

“We could start with what happened to Calvin.”

Roland licked his lips and exhaled slowly. “Man, I don’t know. Calvin just left-see what I’m sayin’? He didn’t want to come along. The next thing I knew, I was readin’ about that shit my own self, in the papers.”

“You must have been real broken up about it,” I said. “You didn’t even go to his funeral.”

“Look, Calvin was my boy. But I had my own thing to take care of.”

“Get going,” LaDuke said to Darnell.

Roland said, “I ain’t goin’ nowhere, not till we settle up on my cash money.”

Darnell’s eyes met mine in the rearview. “You thirsty, man? You look kinda thirsty.”

“Yes,” I said. “I’m thirsty.”

“Why don’t I just drop you off, maybe the two of you could have a beer. I’ll swing back, pick you up.”

“What’re you going to do in the meantime?”

“Me and Roland here,” Darnell said, “we’re gonna drive around some. Have ourselves a little talk.”

Darnell put us out on Pennsylvania. LaDuke and I went into the Tune Inn, noisy and packed, even at that hour, with Hill interns and neighborhood regulars. We ordered a couple of drafts from one of their antique bartenders and drank the beers standing up, our backs against a paneled wall. LaDuke and I didn’t say a word to each other or anyone else the entire time. At one point, he began to laugh, and I joined him, then that ended as abruptly as it had begun. I was killing my second beer when the Ford pulled up on the street outside the bar window.

We drove across town and over the river, deep into Northeast. Roland sat staring out the window, the streetlights playing on his resigned face, his features very much like his mother’s in repose. I didn’t ask him any more questions; I wauestaris done with him for now.

We pulled up in front of the Lewis home, Darnell letting the engine run on the street. On the high ground, where the house sat atop its steep grade, I saw Shareen in silhouette, sitting in the rocker sofa on her lighted porch. She got up and walked to the edge of the steps. Roland stepped out of the car, moving away from us without a word of thanks. We watched him take the steps, slowly at first, then more quickly as he neared his home. As he reached his mother, she embraced him tightly, and even over the idle of the Ford, I could hear her crying, talking to her son. Roland did not hug her back, but it was more than good enough.