William Krueger - Red knife

From outside came the scream of more sirens. Annie could hear a commotion at the main entrance, the sound of the doors being battered.

“You got three seconds, bro. Decide.”

“All right,” Uly said. He sounded sad and defeated. “I’m sorry, Annie.” He looked past Gallagher and into her eyes and his own dark eyes seemed tired beyond measure. “If I don’t do it, he will.” He lifted the rifle and fit the butt to his shoulder. He jerked his head to the right. “Move, Darrell. You’re in the way.”

Gallagher grinned, opened his arms wide in welcome, and said, “My man.” He stepped to the side.

At the same moment, Uly adjusted his line of fire, following Gallagher. He squeezed the trigger and a round exploded from his rifle. The bullet struck Gallagher in the chest, bore right through him, and tore a hole in the back of his black leather coat as it exited. The round dug into one of the stairs a couple of feet from Annie’s left shoulder. Gallagher dropped in a heap where he stood. His head hit the floor with a resounding crack and his gun clattered across the tiles.

Uly lowered his rifle. He said to Annie in a stone voice, “I had to get him to move. I was afraid I might hit you.” Then he laid his rifle down, put his back against the nearest wall, and slid to the floor. He covered his face with his hands and began to cry.

Annie stared down at Cara. The white cotton sock she’d used as a compress was soaked red, but blood no longer welled up under it. Cara’s chest no longer rose, not even faintly. Her lips didn’t move, nor did her closed eyelids tremble. She was gone, Annie knew, gone without a sound, without a final sigh or gasp or rattle, simply gone. Beneath Annie’s hands, she’d slipped away.

“Annie?”

She felt a light touch on her shoulder. Lifting her eyes, she found her father bending low beside her.

“Dad.”

“Are you okay?”

“No.”

“Are you hurt?”

“No.” She looked again at her friend. “She’s dead.”

Her father knelt and put his fingers to Cara’s neck. “Yes,” he said. He cupped his hand gently under Annie’s arm and eased her up. “Come on, sweetheart. Come with me.”

“No.” She pulled away, stepped past the body of Darrell Gallagher, and went to Uly Kingbird, who sat hunched over, sobbing. She settled beside him, put her arm around his shoulders, and with her bloody hands gathered him in. He laid his head against her breast and she held him. And while he wept she prayed for them both and for them all.

Killing Spree a Mystery

by Erica Cortez

Star Tribune Staff Writer Authorities in the isolated northern Minnesota town of Aurora are struggling to find a motive for the killing spree at the local high school that left 9 people dead and 5 injured. Among the dead were 7 students, a teacher, and a security guard. Before leaving home for school that fateful Monday morning, 16-year-old Darrell Gallagher also shot and killed his grandfather, Vernon (Skip) Gallagher, a retired state patrolman. Local law enforcement officials, with the aid of the FBI, are still trying to understand what drove the troubled teenager to cold-blooded murder. “He was a loner, real quiet. He got picked on some, but he never really fought back,” said Gary Amundsen, one of Gallagher’s classmates. “I don’t think anybody knew him very well. But nobody expected this.” No one saw the bloodbath coming. Relatives and friends of the family say that Darrell Gallagher was a troubled young man, but not violent. His father abandoned the family shortly after Gallagher was born. Gallagher’s mother died of leukemia when the boy was ten years old. He was being raised by his grandfather. Those who knew the family well say there was sometimes conflict between Gallagher and his grandfather but never any physical violence. According to school officials, Gallagher was a bright student who didn’t perform to expectations. He was part of a special program designed to help low-motivated students, but in Gallagher’s case the program seemed to have failed. “We worked with Darrell to identify areas of interest that might engage him in the curriculum,” said school principal Lindsay Munoz. “He liked to write and draw, but he didn’t have any desire to apply these abilities. We were still looking for ways to engage him.” Juanita Sherburne, psychologist at Aurora Area High School, commented, “It’s not uncommon for teenagers to feel a sense of isolation and disaffection. It’s also not uncommon for students to be picked on by classmates. But no one anticipates that a student will react like Darrell did. I don’t know how anyone could have predicted it.” So what went wrong with Darrell Gallagher? What drove a troubled teenager over the brink to commit unbelievable violence? As law enforcement, school authorities, and the people of Aurora, Minnesota, continue to ask this question, maybe an answer will be found. For the moment, as with so many school shootings, the ultimate reason remains a mystery.

The state girls’ softball sectional playoff was delayed a week while the people of Tamarack County tried to deal with the aftermath of the shootings. The Aurora Blue Jays, when they finally played, lost badly, nine to one. The heart had been knocked out of them.

The town of Aurora was besieged by the media, most of whom had all the sensitivity of a ripsaw. The flood of television and radio and print reporters was swelled by gawkers who descended like locusts.

Graduation that year was a solemn affair. The governor and the state’s two senators came to address the graduating seniors. They spoke of reconciliation, of keeping eyes on the brighter horizon, of moving on.

And moving on was exactly what happened with the reporters and the politicians and the interest of the rest of the nation. Once a year, for several years, as the anniversary of that terrible day approached, a little airtime and a little column space-less and less each year-was given over as a perfunctory nod to the event. But the truth is that tragedy remains tragedy only for those who experience it. For everyone else it becomes history.

Haled as a hero, Uly Kingbird was besieged with requests for interviews. 60 Minutes, the Today show, Larry King Live all wanted to talk to the young man who’d been both the friend and the end of the enigmatic Darrell Gallagher. On his son’s behalf, Will Kingbird declined them all. Uly hated the publicity. He spent a good deal of time in counseling trying to deal with the shootings, and at Cork’s suggestion, he accepted the help and guidance of Henry Meloux as well. In late August, shortly before school was to begin again, Will Kingbird sold the Gun Sight and moved his family to Des Moines, Iowa. Lucinda confided to Jo that they hoped Uly might have a better chance of escaping the notoriety and putting together a more normal life. Uly-who kept in touch religiously with Annie over the years-would ultimately find refuge in his music and eventually achieve modest fame as a musician in the mold of his idol, Bob Dylan. He was often accompanied on vocals by his niece, a beautiful dark-haired singer named Misty Kingbird.

Annie O’Connor didn’t go to Madison to play softball for the University of Wisconsin. The shootings altered her course and directed her down a different path.

In the years after, in those nights when she would wake to the sound of gunfire that proved phantom, when her pulse raced and her breath came fast and shallow and she waited for the bullet that was never fired, Annie O’Connor would remember how, in comforting Uly Kingbird in the midst of his grief, she had for a while been able to forget her own. She would grieve, yes-in a way, never stop grieving-but Annie understood that for her there was a way through grief, through sadness, through hate and anger and all the anguish and confusion of the world. It was a path that in a strange way led through the hurting hearts of others, a path that she believed always led to God. And throughout her life Sister Anne would follow it.