Bryan Gruley: The Skeleton Box

“So what happened, Mom?”

She glanced at the bedroom door, leaned in close to me. “I don’t think Sheriff Aho is very happy with me. He kept asking questions: ‘Who was it? Did you see a face? Did you hear a voice? Was it someone you knew?’”

“Were you asleep?”

“Yes. Then I woke up, because I had to pee. I’d had an extra cup of tea.”

“And you found her.”

She swallowed a sob, her eyes welling again. “There was-there was so much blood.”

“Mom.”

“I was useless. Useless to my best friend.”

“Mom, it’s not your fault.”

She picked up her hands then and held them in front of her face. She stared at the palms, then turned her hands over and stared again.

“What’s the matter?” I said.

She let her hands fall. “If only she hadn’t been here.”

“Why didn’t you go to bingo?”

“She shouldn’t have been here. I am not her responsibility.”

No, I thought, Mom was my responsibility. That’s what I heard her saying, whether she meant it or not.

“I’m sorry,” I said. “Do you want me to move back in? Maybe just till summer breaks?”

“I’ll be fine, son. They won’t come back.”

I wasn’t so sure. I heard the door slide open behind me.

“Gus,” Catledge said.

I gave Mom’s hand another squeeze. “I love you,” I said. “I’ll find out what happened.”

“You always do.”

Catledge took me through the dining room and outside.

I had sat at Mom’s dining room table that Sunday morning, with Mom and Mrs. B.

I’d come with a copy of Saturday’s Pilot. A few days before, a snowplow had flattened the blue plastic Pilot tube in front of Mom’s house, then dragged it halfway around the lake. Saturday’s delivery guy was probably too hungover to bother to stop his station wagon and carry Mom’s paper to her door. The Pilot came only twice a week, on Tuesdays and Saturdays. Mom hated to miss one.

When I walked in, Mom was talking in a low voice, almost a whisper.

“Shush,” Mrs. B said. “You’re imagining things, Beatrice.”

“Why aren’t they taking things?” Mom said. “Can you-” She cut herself off when she noticed me coming in.

“Maybe they are,” Mrs. B said, “and the police are just keeping it quiet.”

I set the fresh Pilot on the table where they sat on either side of a corner behind cups of tea.

“Good morning, Gussy,” Mom said. “Do you want some tea?”

“No thanks. Keeping what quiet?”

“You,” Mrs. B said, “until I get my hug.”

I smiled and went over and hugged her from above, smelling her hair spray mixed with perfume. She looked dressy in a silver necklace bedecked with peridots over a lavender turtleneck. She had been to nine o’clock Mass.

Mom had not. My mother had stopped going to church when I was a boy. She never said why and I hadn’t asked, because I didn’t like going anyway. I figured her adoptive family had worn the Catholic out of her, with years of grade school, weekday Masses, then years working at the church rectory. She didn’t talk much about any of it. Every few years, Mrs. B would drag her to Mass, and Mom would swear off it again.

Still, she liked the Epistles and Gospels and Psalms. Mrs. B stopped by every Sunday to fill Mom in on the readings over tea and coffee cake. “I’m happy to hear what God has to say,” I’d heard Mom declare a hundred times. “But I can do without the priests grubbing for money. I give them plenty at bingo anyway.”

On that Sunday morning, I helped myself to a slice of poppy-seed Danish and gazed out at the evergreens along Mom’s bluff. They threw blue-hued shadows on the untrampled backyard snow. I imagined how different they would look in summer, how they’d dapple the grass shimmering green in the sun. Mom and Mrs. B chattered away about a recipe for vegetable lasagna, which sounded terrible to me.

Mom had read somewhere, probably something ping-ponging around the Internet, that vegetables were good for people with memory issues. She’d been eating a lot of broccoli, carrots, and cauliflower, so I’d been eating a lot of broccoli, carrots, and cauliflower, because I made sure to visit Mom for dinner at least twice a week, less for the cooking, which wasn’t as good as it once was, than to check in.

“Are you making it tonight?” I said. “Maybe I’ll bring some Italian sausage to go with it.”

“Tonight is bingo at St. Val’s,” Mrs. B said, pushing her goggle-sized glasses up on her nose. “There’s a potluck before.”

Mom was frowning. “I don’t feel like cooking.”

“I have a nice pot of goulash already made, dear.”

“I’m not sure I’m feeling up to it.”

“Oh, boo, Beatrice. You have to get those old bones up from that chair and out of this stuffy house.” As Mom of late had found less energy for going out, Phyllis had happily become her scold, because she thought Mom needed to get out, needed to see people, needed to keep her mind working. She reached over and patted my mother’s hand. “I’ll pick you up at six sharp.”

Mom stared at the hand Mrs. B had placed on hers. I heard snowmobiles whining their way past the house on the lake below.

“I don’t like church,” Mom said.

“We’re not going to church. We’re going to bingo.”

“We shouldn’t leave the house on bingo night.”

“How else are we going to go to bingo?” Mrs. B said. “Maybe Gus will babysit.”

“What about my house?” I said, grinning.

“Right,” Mom said. “That’s what the burglar must be looking for-smelly old hockey equipment.”

“I’ll have my lovely daughter swing by,” Mrs. B said. “I think she’s on duty tonight.”

“I have a game,” I said. Mom was staring at Mrs. B’s hand now. “Mom?”

“I don’t like the mothballs,” she said.

Mrs. B gave me a reassuring glance, then addressed Mom. “There are no mothballs, Bea. That was a long time ago.”

“We kept the robes in mothballs.”

She was talking about the job she’d had at the church rectory, many years before I was born. She did this from time to time, slipped back into the long ago like falling backward off of our dive raft into the lake. On recent Sunday mornings, I had noticed, she was more likely to go back a long way. Then she’d suddenly arrive back in the moment, as if she’d emerged from a time machine, as alert as if she had never left.

“Yes, I know,” Mrs. B said. “The mothballs are gone now.”

Mom pursed her lips, thinking. I hesitated as I might with someone having a nightmare. I had heard you weren’t supposed to wake them up. I didn’t know what to do. The doctors weren’t sure, either.

“Mom?” I finally said. “Are you all right?”

“Bingo?” she said. “Phyllis?”

“That’s right, tonight,” Mrs. B said. “I’ll be here at six.”

Mom folded her arms. “Call me at five. We’ll see.”

I recalled that morning and how sweet Mrs. B had smelled, as I steered my pickup truck west on M-72 through sleet as thick as oatmeal.

I had hesitated to go, but Dingus, who probably didn’t want reporters around anyway, had assured me a nurse and a deputy would stay with Mom through the night.

I pushed my truck as fast as I safely could on the slippery road to Munson Medical Center in Traverse City. I had tried to call Darlene on the way but she didn’t answer.

My cell phone burbled as I swung south onto U.S. 31.

“Darlene?”

“Dude.” It was Soupy. In the background I heard laughter and music and clinking glass. He was at Enright’s, the bar he owned on Main Street. “Man, I’ve been trying to call.”

“Had my cell off.”

“One of your mom’s neighbors just came in.” He stopped, sounding choked up, but mostly drunk. “I’m so fucking sorry. Mrs. B was the best.”