Bill Pronzini - Bindlestiff

I put the wallet away, sat on the edge of the bed, and slapped him open-handed across the face. He didn’t move and he didn’t stop giggling. I swatted him again, and kept on swatting him, rhythmically, back and forth, back and forth, until my arm got tired and his face glowed a fiery red. The giggles quit first, after about five minutes; then he stirred, tossed his head around on the pillow; and finally he began to come out of it.

As soon as his eyes focused on me, and enough of his memory came back for him to remember where he was, he started to struggle. I said, “Take it easy, Stanley,” and slapped him again. Fear danced on his face; he tried to lunge off the bed. But the drugs still had control of his motor responses, so that he might have been trying to fight his way up through water. It was pathetic, and it made me feel angry-at him for screwing up his life, and at myself for sitting here and pounding on him like some sort of surrogate father.

I slapped him another time, threw him back flat on the bed and pinned him with my weight. “Listen to me, Stanley,” I said. “I’m not a cop and I’m not here after your dope. You understand?”

I had to repeat it twice more before it registered. He quit struggling then and his mouth opened and closed a couple of times like a beached trout’s. “Who’re you, man?” he said. “What you doin’ in my room?”

“I’m looking for the man you had a fight with at the hobo jungle. Right after you came off the freight from Sacramento on Tuesday.”

He heard me, all right; and his eyes were clear enough, so that he understood what I was saying. But his face twisted up as if the words made no sense to him, as if he thought he might still be hallucinating.

“Thin guy,” I said, “middle fifties, wearing a charm on a chain around his neck. You wanted some of the food he was cooking and he wouldn’t give it to you, so you pulled a blade on him. Remember?”

He remembered; you could see the relief come into his expression, because it was something that did make sense and it meant he had a grasp on sanity again. But it was fear I was looking for and the fear was gone. The memory of Charles Bradford held no terror for him, seemed to hold nothing at all for him except confusion.

“Yeah,” he said. “Yeah.”

“Did you see him again after the fight? Talk to him again at the hobo jungle or here in town?”

“No. What’s goin’ on? What…?”

“Think hard, Stanley,” I said. “When I leave here you don’t want me to come back. You don’t want me to smack you any more. Right?”

“Right. Yeah.”

“Did you see him again after the fight?”

“No. I told you, man, no!”

He was telling the truth, I thought. He had to be; he was still too stoned to pull off a convincing lie. I let go of him and straightened off the bed. He lay there without moving, staring up at me, his face still full of confusion. Anguish, too: he was sliding back into the real world again, where there was hassle and pain, and he didn’t like that. He didn’t like it at all.

I looked at him a couple of seconds longer, trying to make up my mind what to do about him. But then he made a noise in his throat, halfway between a sob and another of those giggles, and rolled over and pawed the Prince Albert can off the nightstand. That made up my mind for me. I did not owe Stanley McGhan a damned thing; I owed myself and I owed the law, and that was all. I was on my way out the door when he shoved one of the remaining joints into his mouth and struck a match with trembling hands to light it.

The pudgy hooker’s door was open again; I went on past it this time without looking inside. Downstairs, I used a public phone to call Sergeant Huddleston at the police station and told him where he could find his thief. That solved his problem for him; and that of Coleman, the yardmaster at Western Pacific. But I was still left with mine, and it was as puzzling as ever.

What had happened to Charles Bradford?

I stopped for a sandwich and a cup of coffee at a cafe on Myers Street, and it was after three o’clock when I drove into the gravel lot fronting the Guiding Light Rescue Mission. A white van with the name of the mission printed on its side was parked next to the pickup now. And the front door of the building stood open.

I pulled in next to the van, got out, and entered a big common room, with benches along one side and some folding chairs and a dais on the other. No religious trappings except for a cross and a bronze sculpture of the Virgin Mary on the wall behind the dais. The room was deserted, but after a couple of seconds a giant of a guy materialized through a door at the far end and approached me.

He was at least six-five and three hundred pounds, and he had a dark red beard and enormous hands; his size, the plaid shirt and corduroy trousers he wore, and the beard gave him the appearance of a lumberjack. But when he got up close you could see the missionary look-the mixture of compassion and piousness-in his eyes.

“Good afternoon,” he said. “May I help you?”

“I hope so. Are you the proprietor?”

“I am. J.L. Baxter. The J.L. stands for Jerome Leon; my parents were fine people, but…” He shrugged and smiled quizzically at me.

I explained who I was and why I was there, then pointed out Bradford in the newspaper photo. “Have you ever seen this man before?”

“As a matter of fact,” he said, “I have. I spoke to him a couple of days ago.”

“Do you remember what time that was?”

“Late afternoon. Around four.”

“Did he come here to the mission?”

“Not exactly. I was out working in my vegetable garden and he was walking across the field from the freight yards. When he saw me he detoured over.” Baxter smiled again, a little sadly this time. “I thought he might want shelter or a hot meal, but he only wanted to ask me a question.”

“Do you mind telling me what that question was?”

“Not at all. He wanted to know where the library was.”

“The library?”

“It surprised me, too,” Baxter said. “A library is not the sort of institution hoboes are generally interested in.”

“Did he say why he wanted to go to the library?”

“No. And I didn’t ask.”

“Did he say anything else?”

“No, nothing,” Baxter said. “He seemed a bit preoccupied and in a hurry, and he went off again as soon as I gave him directions.”

“How do you mean, preoccupied?”

“Oh, very much self-involved at the moment. As if he was excited about something.”

“You haven’t seen him since then, by any chance?”

“Not.”

I described Stanley McGhan, but Baxter had never set eyes on anyone who looked like the streamliner; he’d only been working in his vegetable garden a few minutes when Bradford came by, he said. So he’d probably been inside when the kid passed with his stolen goods.

I asked Baxter how to get to the library, thanked him for his time; listened to him wish me luck, and then went back out to my car. Now what the hell? I was thinking. Up to this point, everything had added up: Bradford’s fight with McGhan, the kid’s theft of the lantern and tool box, Bradford and a couple of retired tramps seeing Stanley make his getaway, Bradford deciding to be public-spirited and report the theft and then going off into the yards-all a logical sequence of events. But then it all seemed to go haywire. Bradford hadn’t talked to the yardmaster or any of the yard bulls; instead, he’d come hurrying back past the mission a little while later, excited about something and apparently on his way to the public library. Something must have happened in the yards to shift gears for him. But what? And what could a hobo possibly want at the library?