Bill Pronzini - Fever

“You’ll never guess what Ben’s giving her for a wedding present,” Tamara said. “Gummy bears.”

I said in my naive way, “Candy? What kind of wedding present is that?”

She laughed. “Not those kind of gummy bears.”

“What other kind is there?”

Kerry said, “That doesn’t say much for Ben.”

“No, it wasn’t his idea, it was Vonda’s. He’s cool with her just the way she is, but she’s always hated being a C cup.”

“Well, you know, pregnancy can sometimes increase size.”

“Probably won’t in her case. Doctor says she can’t nurse.”

“That’s too bad. Still, gummy bears haven’t been proven completely safe.”

I said, “What are you talking about? What’re gummy bears?”

“Breast implants,” Kerry said.

“New kind of silicon material,” Tamara said, “supposed to look and feel like the candy. You know, soft and gooey.”

I made a fast reach for my glass of wine.

“Maybe I’m just being alarmist,” Kerry said, “but after what I’ve been through, I wouldn’t allow any kind of foreign matter in my breasts.”

“Mine are saggy enough as it is. Wouldn’t want my nipples messed with, either.”

“Absolutely not.”

“My booty lifted, now, I could go for that.”

“Oh, there’s nothing wrong with your booty.”

“Not what my mirror tells me when I get out of the shower.”

“A woman I work with at Bates and Carpenter had an umbilicoplasty. Can you believe it?”

“Belly button, right?”

“Right. She had an inny and always wanted an outie.”

“I can relate to that. How’d it turn out?”

“She showed it off at the office. Looked fine, you couldn’t tell a thing.”

“Girl I know had her nose done about a year ago. Really made a difference in her appearance.”

“You see a lot of rhinoplasties these days.”

“Rhinoplasty,” I said. “Sounds like a horn job on a zoo animal.”

They ignored me. Tamara said, “That’s one thing I don’t need. Maybe a lipo, though, lose the fat roll around my middle.”

“It wouldn’t be worth it,” Kerry said. “Having a tube stuck in you, being hooked up to a machine that sucks like a vacuum cleaner… no, thank you. Messy, painful, and there’s a long recuperative period.”

“Yeah, you’re right. Nasty.”

“A face-lift is no picnic, either, I’m told.”

“Lot of downtime, right?”

“Yes, but you only look like an accident victim for the first few days. Anyhow, it’s not something you’ll need to consider for a lot of years yet.”

“You either.”

“Thanks, that’s a sweet lie. I should have my eyes done, at least.”

“What’s the matter with your eyes?” I said.

“Not the eyes themselves. The bags and hen’s feet.”

“The what?”

“Make you look and feel great, I’ll bet,” Tamara said.

“I know it would.”

We ate and drank a little in blessed silence. But not for long. “That labia surgery,” Tamara said, “you heard about that? Got to be pretty nasty, too. I wouldn’t want anybody cutting me up down there.”

“Labiaplasty. My God, no.”

Foolishly I asked, “What’s labiaplasty?”

“You don’t really want to know.”

“Sure I do. What is it?”

“Okay,” Kerry said, “you asked for it. It’s cosmetic reconfiguration of the outer labia of the vagina.”

I sat there for about ten seconds before I said, “You’re right, I didn’t really want to know.”

“Supposed to be for beautification purposes,” Tamara said, “get rid of the droop.”

Droop? Droop?

“But why would you bother? I mean, nobody’s gonna be looking down there but you, and even if some guy did look, he wouldn’t know the difference.”

“That’s for sure.”

Tamara said dreamily, “One thing I can see myself getting talked into, that’s the hymen reattachment thing.”

“You’re kidding. You wouldn’t, would you?”

“Need all the help with my sex life I can get. Lot of guys love to think they’re getting a virgin.”

“Don’t they, though.”

I almost choked on a mouthful of wine over this exchange.

Tamara was watching me. She smiled her Evil Tamara smile. “Women aren’t the only ones having stuff like this done. Guys, too.”

“That’s right,” Kerry said. “There’s manscaping, for instance.”

“There’s what?” I said.

“Manscaping. Having body hair waxed or lasered off.”

“The new seal look,” Tamara said. “Very cool.”

My God.

“Then there’s pectoral implants.”

“And six-pack tummy tucks.”

“And testicle tucks.”

“And penis enhancement, for livin’ large.”

“And male breast reduction.”

“And uncircumcisions.”

I put down my wineglass. Carefully. “You made that last one up.”

“No,” Kerry said, “she didn’t.”

“How the hell can a man have himself un circumsised?”

“It’s called foreskin reconstruction. Very trendy among the younger set, I understand.”

“Bull.”

“Tamara?”

“Fact,” she said. “Lot of dudes think it’s cool. Some even having their new foreskin tattooed.”

What can you say to that? True or false, it absolutely defies comment.

I just sat there, silent, looking back and forth from one to the other as they cheerfully chattered on about chemical peels and laser resurfacing and hyperpigmentation removal and buttock augmentation and hyperbaric oxygen therapy, and how twenty-five percent of all cosmetic surgeries were mother-daughter tandems, and how nose jobs and chin lifts were the hot new gifts for wealthy parents to give to their kids on high school and college graduation, and which Hollywood celebs were being sucked, tucked, lifted, reconstructed, and resurfaced by which Hollywood celeb surgeon-all the while eating minestrone and salad and garlic bread and drinking wine with plenty of appetite, the kind I’d had when I sat down in the booth with them and might never have again.

A lone with Kerry on the way home, I said, “All that cosmetic surgery nonsense. The two of you were putting me on, right? At least about some of the more personal procedures?”

“Why would you think that?”

“I can’t believe people would have things like that done to themselves.”

“You can say that after, what, forty years as a detective? People are capable of doing anything to themselves. And others.”

I couldn’t argue with that. “So those procedures really do exist? All of them?”

“Every one.”

“How come you and Tamara know so much about it?”

“Word of mouth, for one thing.”

“Women’s mouths.”

“Don’t be sexist,” she said. “We also read newspapers and surf the Net, two things you don’t do. You’d be amazed at what you can find out if you take a ride on the information highway.”

“Information highway,” I said. “Surf the Net.”

“Stuck in the past. Living with blinders on.”

“Okay, okay. But I still don’t get it.”

“Get what?”

“The whole cosmetic surgery bit. Women want to look younger, sure, I understand that. Vanity. But the rest of it… unnatural, demeaning, seems to me. Ways for some fat-cat surgeon to get rich.”

“It’s not vanity. Not completely, anyway.”

“Then what is it?”

“A kind of celebration of life in general and our bodies in particular. Life is short and the body wears out fast-and the medical community is making huge advances in all areas, including cosmetic surgery. Why not preserve and resurface, if you can afford to, the parts only you or an intimate partner see as well as the parts everyone else sees?”

“Don’t tell me you’re thinking about having yourself resurfaced?”