James Sallis - Moth

“I’ll be in touch.”

Outside, he turned back.

“Lew. I almost forgot: my wife made me promise to ask when there’s going to be a new book. She’s read them all, and said to tell you she loves them, especially the ones set in New Orleans.”

“Tell her thanks, but I’m not sure. Lately I seem to be getting distracted by life a lot.”

Neither of us knew, of course, that the next book when it came, written in a two-week binge of twenty-hour days and published just before Mole, would be the story of his own son’s last days.

It was much worse than he said, of course. Probably even worse than he thought.

The first thing I did that afternoon, from my airless, shared office in the basement of Monroe Hall, was call Walsh. They couldn’t find him for a while, and I sat listening to a rumble of shouts and clatter, indecipherable conversations, other phones buzzing. Finally he came on with “Yeah?”

“Lew.”

“Listen, I don’t care how much you beg, I’m not buying you any more dinners.”

“Two desirable bachelors like us, both our calendars are probably filled anyway, bubba.”

“Well, I might just be able to squeeze you in-but you’d have to buy.”

“I’m not that desperate yet.”

“You will be.”

“So I’ll call you back when I am.”

“Sure you will.” Someone spoke to him, and he turned away briefly, came back. “How’s the girl?”

“Doing okay, this far.”

“Good sign. Any word from Clare?” When I said nothing, he went on. “Yeah, well, I’m sorry about that, Lew, I really am.”

“Life goes on.”

“Yeah. Such as it is. So what kind of favor you need this time? Not a big one, I hope. The city just dumped a new load of shit on us and now the mayor and his boys are down here smearing it all around.”

I told him.

“You at home?”

“School.” I gave him the number.

Twenty minutes later, he called back.

“What about the mayor and his boys?” I asked.

“Hey, urgent police business came up. It happens like that. They’re cooling their buns on the bench out in the squad room, staring at me in here. Told them I’d be right out, soon as I took care of this emergency. First time I’ve sat down today.”

“Maybe I should thank them.”

“Maybe you should shoot the whole lot of them.”

“So what’s the story?”

“Well, it looks like your boy’s cut himself a little swath down the coast from Seattle to Portland.”

“Drugs?”

“Initially. Possession, PI, sales. Then your man went to school somewhere: suddenly B amp;E, suspicion of auto theft and attempted fraud start rolling up. No convictions on any of it, so a lot of this isn’t on the record, but he became a familiar face. A couple of short falls, one for assault and battery, the other for, get this, unpaid traffic tickets. He’s been lucky. But the captain I talked to up there said he’s a body ready to drop. That help?”

“You bet. Thanks, Don.”

“You want me to keep the net open on this?”

“No. Good enough.”

“This guy’s in town, I take it.”

“Yeah.”

“Yet another fine example of scuz rising to the bottom. I’m sure he’ll be in to say hello sooner or later.”

“Good chance of it.”

“So I have to go feed the lions now, right?”

“Guess so. Pull a tail for me.”

“You got it.”

I could have just called Dean Treadwell then, of course. It was what he wanted to know-more than he wanted to know. My favor was done. But I didn’t want to break the old man’s heart, I told myself, not in such an impersonal fashion.

If you’re in New Orleans with time to kill and a taste for alcohol, sooner or later you run into Doo-Wop. And sooner or later you’ll probably buy him a drink and get into a conversation with him.

Every day Doo-Wop makes his steady round of bars from the Quarter up through the Irish Channel and along Oak Street. That’s what he does, that’s his job, and he pursues it with single-minded devotion. And because after all this time he’s as much part of the city landscape as palm trees or the buildings along St. Charles, he gets free drinks, a lot of them from the bartenders themselves, a lot from bar regulars, some from drop-in drinkers. Anybody who buys Doo-Wop a drink buys a conversation too.

And if you ever had one of those conversations, Doo-Wop remembers it. He can’t remember if he ever had another name or where he’s from, he doesn’t know the year or who the President is and probably can’t tell you where he stayed last night, but if you talked to him, last week, last month, or back in the summer of ‘68, Doo-Wop’s still got it all.

I found him after a couple of hours, in the twelfth or fourteenth place I tried. He was seated on a stool at the bar, drinking tequila since that’s what the guy buying was drinking, and talking about his days as a Navy SEAL. I doubt he was ever a SEAL, but he’d probably spent a few hours with one sometime in a bar much like this one. That’s what he did with all that conversation, why he collected all those stories. They were his stock in trade, the product he traded for drinks and companionship of a sort.

“Big guy,” he said as I came in, looking into a mirror so silvered that it turned the whole world into an antique photograph. “Long time.” He was wearing high-top black tennis shoes laced halfway up, a purplish gabardine suit, plaid sport shirt with thin black tie.

“Too long.” I signaled the barkeep, who shuffled over and simply stared at me till I said, “Two more tequilas for these gentlemen and whatever’s on draft for me.”

“No draft.”

“An Abita, then.”

“No Abita.”

“Dixie?”

He nodded and shuffled toward the bend in the bar, sliding his feet along stiffly as though on skis.

“Big guy, this’s …”

We both waited a moment.

“Newman,” his companion said.

“From Missoula, Montana.” Doo-Wop hurriedly threw back what remained of his old drink before the new one got there. He didn’t like things in life getting ahead of him. “Has him a little ranch up there, breeds horses.” He nodded toward Newman in the mirror. “Next time we run into each other, remind me to tell you about that Arabian stable I worked at down in Waco.”

Since he’d finished the drink Newman bought him, the subtle morality of Doo-Wop’s enterprise allowed him now to cut Newman loose in my favor, and he motioned toward a booth in one corner. We waited at the bar for our drinks, then settled in there.

“So what’s up, big guy? Who you looking for?”

“How do you know I’m looking for someone?”

“Big guy. You ever come see me just to have a quiet drink? You got your business, I got mine, right? And sometimes they kind of fetch up against one another. Way the world works. Damn glass empty again.”

I motioned for the barkeep to refill it and showed Doo-Wop the snapshot Dean Treadwell had given me.

“Twice. Once at the Cajun Bar on Tulane, the other time over on Magazine, the Greek’s place.”

It wouldn’t do any good to ask when; time didn’t exist for Doo-Wop.

“From Washington. Near Seattle, he said. Did a stretch or two up there. Not very interesting. Didn’t have any stories that amounted to anything, didn’t pay much attention to mine.”

“I don’t suppose he wrote his address on a matchbook and gave it to you?”

“Not as I recall.”

“That was a joke, Doo-Wop.”

He thought about it a minute. “Never did quite get the hang of that joke thing.”

“What I meant was, did he happen to say anything about where he was staying.”

“Not a word. Said he had a couple of things going. Usually means a man’s right next to eating rats off the street.”