James Sallis - Ghost of a Flea

“Fifteen at the outside.”

“Do us all a great favor, Don. Stay home with your family.

It’s cold out. And I’m fine.”

“Sure you are.”

“Really. I am.”

“You sure?”

“It’s not exactly like I was blindsided, is it? This’s been working its way to the surface for a long time.”

“And nothing you could do about it, I suppose.”

Little moved on street and sidewalk, lawns, porches. Every minute or two, as though chugging across a TV screen, exhaust a white plume, a car traversed the window. Two kids on collapsible scooters with bright green wheels rowed by. Had the neighborhood ever been this quiet, this still, by day? The cold was a part of it. But I had again the eerie, familiar feeling that there’d been some catastrophe, some dislocation, which only I and a handful of others had survived.

“How many times have we been through this, Lew, your side or mine?”

“Too many.”

“Both of us lost count some years back, I guess.”

“Probably just as well.”

“Yeah.” Behind him I heard the sounds of life going on: voices, rattle of cutlery and dishes, drawers, cabinets, a radio or TV. “Angels die. Because the air’s too thick for them down here. Skull Meat.”

“Or The Old Man . One of them, anyway.”

“You always disparage your books, Lew, pretend they aren’t important to you. I never have understood that.”

“They’re important-if that’s the right word-while I’m writing them. Afterwards …” Afterwards, what? “They’re pretty much a blur to me. One runs into another.” Like our lives here on the island. Scatter of bright segments, the rest of it mush.

Another of those comfortable silences that existed between Don and myself from the first, and that increasingly with the years seemed to occupy our time together, fell.

“Okay, so I’ll stay home,” Don said finally. “But only if you promise to call if you need me, man. A drink, a meal, just to talk.”

“Absolutely.”

The third call came within the hour. I was building a sandwich from the stump of a pork roast, cold bread, horseradish, mustard and mayonnaise, slivers of pickle. Children sauntered, biked and skateboarded by outside on their way home from school, children dressed in plaid skirts or charcoal-gray slacks, children in baggy cargo pants and bell-bottoms salvaged from thrift shops, children with processed hair, buzz cuts, bouffants, dreadlocks, multiple piercings. In the front room, off hall and telephone berth, NPR’s Talk of the Nation beamed in from the greater world. As did this call.

“David?”

“I don’t have much time. I just wanted to let you know that I’m all right, didn’t want you worrying.”

“Where are you?”

“Out in the world somewhere. That’s what Buster Robinson and your other characters would say, right?” Someone spoke behind him. He covered the mouthpiece to respond, after a moment took his hand away. “Look, I’ll be in touch soon, okay?”

“David-”

The connection went.

Most of an hour later, sandwich a scatter of crumbs on a chipped plate, half a bottle of California chardonnay sent after it, the fourth call came.

“’ew.”

“No way this is good.”

“Beg pardon?”

“Larson: you’re using the phone. Scary, real scary. What’s wrong?”

“It’s ’ette. Paramedics are taking her to Baptist and I need to stay with ’Verne. Thought maybe you’d swing by there.”

“The hospital, you mean.”

“She’s okay, but one of us needs to be there.”

“What happened?”

“Oh, right. Okay. I’m on a job over in Metairie. Been there two, three months.” Long enough to become forever, the only present, for Larson, something he had in common with Doo-Wop. “Gem of a house, kind you’re not ever gonna see again.”

“Okay.”

“I’ve got my face two inches from the hardwood banister, going at it with the finest chise’ I have, trying to reshape this thing, when Robert comes crabbing up the scaffo’d. Boy’s got a ce’phone, on’y one who does-so we a’ways give out his number. For me, he says, and hands over the phone.”

Officer McAllister calling. And this is … It’s about your wife, I’m afraid…. First of all, let me assure you she’s all right….

A neighbor, old Miss Siler, placed the call. She’d been sitting out on her porch sipping at a toddy as she did most afternoons now she’d been retired from teaching after thirty-nine years (“More than one toddy, I suspect,” McAllister said, “less than a dozen”) and noticed a young man with a package under his arm stepping up onto Alouette’s porch. He didn’t ring the bell, which Miss Siler thought odd, but then he didn’t do much of anything else either, so she lost interest. Next thing she knew, that young man was running off down the street like he had the very devil after him. Miss Siler looked back, up the street, across the yard, over the railing onto the porch, and there was Alouette, stretched out on the boards. She dialed 999, 919, finally got it right with 911. Officer McAllister responded.

Alouette was coming to as he arrived. She told him she’d heard someone on the gallery, boards creaking out there. She waited, and when no one came to the door, she opened it to look out. Thought she saw movement-someone hurrying around the bend? That was all she remembered. Presumably she’d stepped out onto the gallery. And someone was there. No sign of what the man had been carrying underarm. They did have one good impression of a footprint, McAllister said, looks like a heavy work shoe with waffle soles, where he vaulted over the banister, same banister she’d likely hit her head against.

“They’re taking her out now, ’ew.”

“Then I’m out of here too. On my way. I’ll give you a call.”

No one answered next door at Norm Marcus’s house. I’d figured on snagging a ride in his cab, something I’d done before in similar situations, but that having failed, set out on foot, cutting through alleyways and across open lots, staggering in a broken run down Prytania, past St. Charles, along Napoleon Avenue to Baptist.

There in the ER I found Alouette standing beside a gurney simultaneously raging, enumerating inefficiencies of the system and demanding to be released. Five medical personnel stood facing her, hopelessly outnumbered. They hadn’t a chance.

Everything’s all right at home, I told her. Larson’s with the kid. You okay?

“Fine-except that I’ve been abducted and now the aliens in their monotonous, unimaginative manner are preparing to perform medical experiments on me.”

“The paramedics had to bring you in,” one of the nurses said. “They’re legally obliged to do so. We explained that to you.”

“And I explained to you that I had no problem with that. They brought me. I came. Now my ride’s here.”

Doors swung open to admit a stretcher and two paramedics. One of them was reporting to the resident who’d met them out on the dock. The resident glanced over at me. One of her eyes drooped, the other looked wild.

“… BP low but stable. Tourniquet’s been in place just over twenty minutes. Out when we got there, but he’s been conscious since. Alert and oriented. Stopped to help someone with car trouble, apparently. Had his hand under the hood when the driver decided to peel off. Took this one’s arm, up to the elbow, with him. Probably still there under the hood.”

“My ride’s here,” Alouette repeated, “and you have work to do.”

Outside, we walked over to Claiborne. A cab pulled in to the curb to pick us up almost instantly. The driver, an elderly black man swaddled in layers against the cold, undershirt, plaid flannel shirt, checked sweater, sweatshirt zipped to his chin, nodded when I gave him our destination. He nodded again at the end, when I paid him. Never spoke.