Walter Mosley - All I Did Was Shoot My Man

The would-be and has-been killer was still unconscious. I took out my cell, found a number I’d called not long before, and pressed enter. After saying as few words as possible I disengaged the call and sat back in a chair, wondering what kind of fool takes on an unknown quantity in the dark without benefit of a weapon or a friend.

There could have been two or more killers assigned to the Quick family. How would I have fared against those kind of odds?

The answer to that question was quite simple. I had already killed two men, and even though that act provided ugly satisfaction in my heart it didn’t help me to figure out my client’s problems or my own. Anyway — if I had hefted a gun and pointed it at the killer, he would have probably relied on his reflexes rather than raise his hands in surrender — that’s what I would have done.

When I looked up I saw that the assassin’s eyes were open. His jaw was swollen and the left eye was almost closed but he wasn’t complaining. He was using that lopsided stare in a vain attempt to intimidate me.

I considered killing him but then decided to wait a little while more.

At three forty-four I was wondering about the phone call I had missed — the unknown number that left no message. It was late for a call that wasn’t an emergency. I worried that I’d missed something important.

Just then the doorbell rang.

The assassin looked up attentively. I shrugged at him and lumbered off to the front door.

The navy dress blended almost perfectly with her dark skin. And she was wearing coral-colored lipstick. The makeup was probably my biggest surprise that night.

“If I didn’t know better, I’d think that you were looking for excuses to call me” were Antoinette Lowry’s first words.

“I like seeing you,” I admitted. “But that’s because when you’re not there in front of me I have to wonder what you’re doing behind my back.”

She smiled, saying with that fleeting exhibition of humor that, just possibly, I could be the first black man in a very long time that she might give a second look.

“Come on,” I said. “Let me show you something.”

I led her into the living room.

She came in and stood beside me, looking at my human package and exhibiting no surprise whatsoever.

“Who is he?” she asked.

I went into the long explanation of how I came to that little house in Queens. I mentioned Minnie and Harry, with all their names, and Johann Brighton too. I talked about Bingo and his dead men and my conviction that the hit list had expanded to include a primarily innocent family of three.

“Parlez-vous français?” she asked the prisoner.

He nodded and then shot a glance at me. I tried my best to look as dull and brutish as I could; this because Antoinette did not first ask the man if he could speak English.

She reached into her nylon bag and came out with a good-sized blackjack. She showed him the bludgeon, they came to a tacit understanding, and then she ripped the tape from his mouth.

“What are you doing here?” she asked in French. Her accent could have come from a Parisian’s lips.

“Rien,” he said — nothing.

“You are in a tight situation, my friend,” she continued in the foreign tongue. “This man has already killed two who tried to get at him. If you want to go home, you have to give.”

“What promise can you offer me?” he said. The French he spoke was from farther south, maybe as far down as Algiers.

Antoinette smiled while I stared stupidly off into space.

“The men I work for are more frightening than you,” the man said.

“Fine,” Antoinette told him.

She stood up and put the blackjack back in her bag. Before she could turn away he said, “Wait.”

“What?”

“I don’t know anything. They gave me my orders in a meeting in Berlin. Passports, papers... a phone. I only got the address of this house today.”

“You were supposed to kill these people?”

He didn’t answer. He didn’t need to.

Antoinette turned to me. “He doesn’t know anything,” she said.

“What was all that he said, then?”

“He’s worried about you.”

“Me?”

“He thinks you’ll kill him.”

“Where’d he get that idea?”

Antoinette gave me a knowing, lying smile.

The problem with people like Antoinette, people who have only partly comprehended that race is no longer the primary defining factor of American life, is that they, her and her kind, unknowingly keep watch over the masters’ wealth; and that the power of that wealth maintains all the ignorance of centuries of classism, racism, and the hierarchy that ignorance demands.

Antoinette knew that my brother and I were homeschooled by a father, a man descended from Southern sharecroppers. She knew that I was an orphan before my thirteenth year. Armed with this partial knowledge, she assumed that I was not versant in any foreign language, especially not one as important and inaccessible as French. But indeed I am conversant in French and Spanish — German too. We spoke all those languages in my house and at the radical meetings my father dragged us to.

“What do we do now?” I asked, sounding as innocent and ignorant as any beast of burden.

“What do you suggest?”

I unrolled more tape and moved to cover our prisoner’s mouth again. He avoided me so I socked him, taking out the anger I felt toward Lowry. I hit him harder than I planned, because the chair fell over and he went to sleep.

I set him upright, put the tape on his mouth, and turned back to the question at hand.

“What do you know about Brighton?” I asked.

“He’s a very rich man,” she said. “They say he’s in line for CEO. I can’t believe that he’d be involved in this.”

“Then explain Claudia Burns.”

“I can’t,” she said and I believed her.

“What about this guy?”

She sighed and said, “It’s rumored that sometimes our international arm makes connections with mercenaries outside of the U.S. These resources are usually there for protective services. But they do perform other jobs for governments and the like.”

“Assassinations?”

“I have no firsthand knowledge of that but it is assumed.”

“International arm,” I said speculatively. “Alton Plimpton was sent after me by a guy named Harlow...”

“Leonard Harlow. He used to be in charge of the international arm before he was transferred to domestic affairs.”

“What about him?”

“I don’t know. I suppose it’s possible. Nine years ago he would have been involved with monies held. He has connections in places where the mercenary armies work.”

“How much money was taken in the robbery?”

“Fifty-eight million.”

“You’re sure?”

“Yes. Why?”

“What’s the reward on that?”

“Like I told you, one and a half percent on all funds recovered.”

“That’s fifteen thousand per million, right?”

“Yes.”

“If I lead you to it, you’ll put my name up?”

“If you do.”

“What about this guy?”

“I have some connections at the State Department,” she said. “From my military days. I’ll call them.”

“And what will they do?”

“What they do.”

We left the house with the would-be assassin still in his tape-and-nylon restraints. I didn’t like the idea but there were places to go and lives to save — not least of all, my own.

At a little after five I walked Antoinette to her vintage pink Jaguar. She stood in the way women pose when they expect you to try to kiss them and they haven’t yet made up their mind on how they might respond to the attempt.

I had no intention of failing or succeeding at said kiss. Antoinette thought I was stupid in spite of the progress I’d made on her case. This was an insult not deserving of any expression of desire.