Charles Todd - An Impartial Witness

But I looked anyway. If only to satisfy my own ambivalence about whether or not there were any shots at all. I asked him to stand where he had been at the time, and then I cast about, looking under leaves, in the earth, even in the blossoms themselves. After ten minutes, he said impatiently, "I can't stand here much longer. You aren't going to find anything anyway. Let's sit on the terrace before I fall down." He did look rather gray in the face.

I am stubborn. Just ask the Colonel Sahib.

"Go ahead and sit. I'll look a little longer."

And five minutes later, my fingers, scything gently through the soil around a rosebush in the next bed over, came up with something hard. I picked it up, brushed it off, and looked at it.

It was a readily identifiable.45 bullet.

Triumphant, I carried it to Michael and dropped it into the palm of his hand.

"Persistence," I said simply.

He grinned at me. "And your fingers are filthy."

I regarded them wryly. "So they are."

"Now perhaps someone will believe me!"

But there still remained a shadow of a doubt. Michael Hart possessed his service revolver, and he could just as easily have fired that shot into the rosebushes himself, in the hope that the police would believe his story.

I sighed. "I must go back to Somerset. I'm here on sufferance anyway. My family is convinced that you're a blackguard and I'm in danger of being shot in your company."

The grin deepened. "It's a lie. Your mother adored me. Stay, and I'll take you to dinner somewhere."

I shook my head. "Thank you, but I must go." I rose to leave, and then said, "Michael. What if we never discover who killed Marjorie? If the police can't do it, it's not likely that anyone else will succeed where they failed. And they keep jumping about, first this and then that likelihood. They won't keep searching forever."

"I'll keep looking if it takes me the rest of my life," he told me grimly. "I won't desert her as everyone else has."

I said good-bye and left. Alicia was watching for me, and smiled. "I saw you walking with Michael Hart to his aunt's garden. Beautiful, isn't it?"

I agreed and then told her I must return to Somerset.

She said, "You two didn't quarrel, did you?"

Several times, I answered silently, then told her, "He's not at his best today."

"Don't let that discourage you. I think he rather likes you."

I smiled and said, with heavy irony, "Thank you, Alicia. You send me away happier than when I arrived."

"Did he tell you," she went on, "that Victoria, Marjorie Evanson's sister, had a very public quarrel with him, just this morning. I don't know what precipitated it. He was walking toward the church when she stopped him and suddenly there were loud voices and everyone turned to see what was happening."

"What were they saying?"

"Marjorie was buried here in the churchyard. Did you know that? Not with her husband but with her family. When her body was released, Meriwether's sister refused to let her be laid to rest in their family plot. I don't know if Meriwether was told what her decision was. I think he'd have been very angry. But she told Victoria in no uncertain terms that Marjorie was no longer considered a part of their family."

I hadn't known that or I would have visited her grave when I was here for the garden party. But I should have guessed that Serena would carry her anger that far. She hadn't come to the service.

Alicia was saying, "At any rate, Victoria accused Michael Hart of spending too much time there. I know he's been there a few times, not what I would call an inordinate number, but she seemed to feel that having caused her sister so much grief in her life, it was keeping the scandal alive for him to be seen there so often."

"She believes that Michael Hart was the other man?"

"I think she's always been very jealous of the attachment between Marjorie and Michael. And so she thinks it was an unhealthy one."

"What does the rest of the village have to say?"

"They're of two minds, at a guess. Those who liked Marjorie believed the best of her. If she fell from grace, they say, it was out of loneliness. Those who are closer to Victoria and her father seem to think that Marjorie betrayed her family as well as her husband."

"Never mind what the truth might be?"

"Never mind," she agreed, nodding. With a sigh, she said, "I know how easy it is to fall from grace. I miss Gareth so terribly sometimes that I cry myself to sleep. I'm always afraid to answer the door, for fear Mr. Mason is on my doorstep this time, to deliver bad news. Sometimes after his leave is over and he's been gone for months, I can't quite remember the sound of my husband's voice, or see his face as sharply as I did before. And one day someone comes along who is kind, thoughtful, his touch is real, and he's there, and one is so hungry for companionship, for someone who admires one's hair or makes one laugh, or just brushes one's hand as he helps one into a motorcar, that one is susceptible. Suddenly one is alive again, and you tell yourself that you might well be a widow already and not even know it-"

She broke off, flushing with embarrassment. A little silence fell. Then she said, "I've never succumbed. I've been faithful in thought and deed. But I'd be lying if I said that I could throw the first stone at Marjorie." Wryly she added, "That's why I so enjoy your feelings for Michael. It lets me feel something vicariously."

Misreading my expression of annoyance, she said, "I've made you self-conscious, haven't I? I'm sorry. Let's change the subject."

"All right, then. Why would Victoria make such a public display of her feelings? Why not speak to Michael quietly, privately, and ask him to be more discreet?"

"I rather think she wants the world to see him as an adulterer. She wants him to be an object of contempt."

"Or she's jealous." I leaned back in my chair and regarded the ceiling. "Do you think Victoria might decide to shoot at him?"

"At Michael? But why should she?"

"I don't know," I told her truthfully. "Perhaps to frighten him. To make him leave Little Sefton and return to that clinic. To make him a laughingstock. Or to return to the idea of jealousy, to rid herself of him so that she wouldn't be reminded day in and day out that he still cares for Marjorie, but cares nothing for her?"

"I hadn't thought of it in that light," Alicia said, considering my words. "But she's always had an uncertain temper. Spoiled children often do. She might very well decide to shoot at him-knowing that she would miss him, I mean-just to be vindictive."

"Would you walk with me to the churchyard, and show me Marjorie's grave?"

"Yes, of course. Let me get my shawl." She was back in only a moment. I took one last look at the photograph I'd returned and then together we walked down the street to the churchyard.

There were any number of new graves, the earth still brown, and others where the grass was just a tender green. I tried not to think that for every man who died of wounds here in England, hundreds of others were buried in makeshift cemeteries in France.

The Garrisons were buried in a cluster of graves on the right side of the church. Besides Marjorie's mother and father, there was a brother who had died at the age of six, and her grandparents, two uncles and their wives and a number of older-generation Garrison relatives. Marjorie's grave was on the far side of her brother's, as if Victoria had elected to keep for herself the space that was next to her father. After all, Marjorie, the first to die, was in no position to argue.

There were colorful fresh flowers on the raw earth. I recognized some of them as varieties I'd seen in the garden belonging to Michael Hart's aunt and uncle. I could in a way understand Victoria's complaint, for these tokens were there for all to see and speculate about. They also pointed up the fact that Victoria hadn't planted any flowers by the headstone herself. There were pansies and forget-me-nots and other low-growing blossoms rampant on the other graves. Michael was making it plain that Marjorie didn't deserve to be ostracized by her family as well as her neighbors.