D. Jackson: Dead Man's reach

“Something on your mind, Diver?”

Deborah glanced between them, appearing uneasy.

“Nothing that you haven’t already heard from Kannice. If she can’t convince you, what hope have I got?”

Ethan took a breath, his eyes fixed on his ale. “She told you?”

“She asked me to speak with you. But to be honest, I’m so furious that I don’t know what to say.”

Ethan had expected as much. He wanted to be angry-who was Diver to tell him which clients he could work for and which he couldn’t? He had no more right than did Sephira. But he couldn’t bring himself to look the younger man in the eye.

In the past, Ethan had taken on but one client at any given moment, but these were lean times, and even wealthy men like Josiah Wells weren’t paying as much to thieftakers as they had in past years. Ethan had little choice but to work for whomever would hire him.

In recent months, as dissatisfaction with the occupation and British policies deepened, the nonimportation movement in the city had grown stronger. Agreements to eschew all imports from Britain had been circulated among Boston’s merchants, and those who refused to sign the agreements faced increasing pressure from the Sons of Liberty and their allies. Many had been harassed in the streets. The shops of noncompliant merchants had been vandalized, and mobs threatened worse.

Ethan had been approached by several noncomplying merchants who wanted protection, and, needing the work, he had agreed to help one of them. Kannice, who had long been sympathetic to those who resisted the Crown’s attempts to impose ever-greater fees on the colonies, made it clear to Ethan that she disapproved. Now it seemed she had enlisted Diver in her cause.

“I’m not helping anyone violate the agreements,” Ethan said, his voice low. “I’m merely trying to keep shops from being burned to the ground. Is that so bad?”

“Some of them deserve to be burned out,” Diver said with quiet intensity.

“You don’t mean that,” Ethan said. “Violence is-”

“Violence is all we’ve got. If these merchants break the agreements, then the movement fails and we’re stuck with the Revenue Acts and all that comes with them. Is that what you want?”

Deborah had been good for Diver. In their time together he had matured, and had managed to find steady employment as a clerk in a shop near where she lived. But, like Kannice, she was a supporter of Samuel Adams and his friends, and at her urging Diver had joined the Sons of Liberty. Ethan enjoyed the company of the new, mature Diver; he was less sure about this political Diver who was so fervent in support of a movement he had all but ignored until a few months before.

“I’ll tell you what I don’t want,” Ethan said. “I don’t want any part of ‘liberty’ if it means that those who don’t agree with you and your friends can have their businesses destroyed, while those who do the deed go unpunished. And I think if you were to consider it even briefly, you’d agree with me.”

Diver glowered at him, but said nothing.

“I believe, Mister Kaille,” Deborah said after a brief silence, “that Derrey fears for you.”

“Why is that?”

She hesitated, seeming to search for the right words. “People see you with these men, and they assume that you’re in agreement with them, that you think they’re right to defy the agreements.”

“And then they see me with you,” Ethan said to Diver, his choler rising in turn. “And they think the worst of you, as well. Is that it?”

“People know where I stand,” Diver said. “Deborah’s right: I’m worried about you.”

“So am I.”

Ethan swiveled in his chair. Kannice stood behind him, a towel draped over her shoulder, loose strands of auburn hair falling over her brow. There was a fine sheen of sweat on her face, and her cheeks were flushed. She looked lovely, as always.

He could smell the lavender in her hair, and the faint scent of Irish whiskey on her breath. It was a combination he had come to know and love in their years together. He hoped that she would stoop and brush his lips with hers, as she usually did when she greeted him. But she merely gazed back at him, a pained expression in her periwinkle blue eyes.

It had been over four weeks since last Ethan stayed the night with her. In all their years together, this was the longest they had gone without making love, and Ethan had little hope that she would invite him back into her bed any time soon. Unless he gave up working for the noncomplying merchants.

“Do you think it’s right,” Ethan asked, looking from Kannice to Diver, “that mobs cover the windows and doors of these men’s shops with dirt and shit? Do you think it’s right that the merchants should be so afraid for the safety of their wives and children that they can no longer live in their own homes, but instead must hide in the houses of the few friends they have left?”

“I can’t say if it’s right or not,” Diver said. “But I do know that they brought this on themselves.”

“Is that what you think as well?” Ethan asked Kannice. “If Tories did those things to the Dowser and justified their actions by saying that you brought it on yourself when you cast your lot with Samuel Adams and his fellow radicals, would you agree?”

She opened her mouth, closed it again, the look in her eyes hardening. After a moment, she turned on her heel and stalked back to the bar.

Ethan could do little more than stare after her.

“You don’t want people thinking you’re one of them,” Diver said. “And I can tell you that people are already talking.”

Ethan continued to watch Kannice, though she steadfastly refused to look his way. “Of course they are. That’s what people around here do best.”

“Ethan-”

“And what are they saying?” He faced Diver once more. “Are they calling me an ex-convict? A mutineer? A witch?”

“They’re calling you a traitor.”

“Odd, isn’t it, that I can be a traitor and a loyalist at the same time? Except that I’m neither. You and I both know that.”

“You make it hard for people to believe.”

Ethan took a long drink of ale before setting down his tankard smartly. “They’ll believe what they want to, regardless of what I do.”

“What if they come by your place, and do to Henry’s cooperage what they’ve been doing to the shops?”

“How are they going to find me, Diver? Are you going to tell them where I live?”

“That’s not fair, Mister Kaille!” Deborah said, her cheeks reddening, her eyes shining with candlelight. “Derrey defends you at every opportunity. I’ve heard him.”

Before Ethan could answer, Kelf arrived at their table with Ethan’s chowder and a small round of bread.

“There ya go,” the barkeep said, placing the bowl and bread in front of him. “Anything else, Ethan?”

Ethan shook his head. The barkeep looked at each of them in turn before starting back toward the kitchen, a frown on his broad face. Long after Kelf left them, Ethan continued to regard his ale.

“I’m sorry, Diver,” he said at last. “I shouldn’t have said that.” The younger man didn’t answer. Ethan looked up. Diver was staring down at his tankard, much as he had been.

“I need the money,” Ethan said. “Surely you can understand that. In my line of work, I don’t always get to choose my clients. They choose me, and if they’re offering coin, I can hardly refuse.”

“You could refuse this,” Diver said, sounding more sad than angry.

Ethan knew there was no point in continuing their argument. He had said his piece, as had Diver. He picked up his spoon and began to eat, though his appetite had long since left him. He scanned the tavern for Kannice and spotted her near the bar. She was chatting amiably with a man he didn’t recognize, a man younger and taller and better-looking than he was. At one point she laughed at something he said, and laid a hand lightly on his arm. Ethan looked away, fighting a powerful surge of jealousy.