Michael JECKS - The Templar's Penance

Why should his wife have wanted to kill him? Surely she couldn’t still bear him a grudge? She had punished him anyway, ruining his reputation and forcing him to go, like her, into a convent. Rape, she called it. Rape! When it was a wife’s duty to her husband. Not that she would ever admit to that. As far as Stefanía was concerned, it was a sign of his brutality, nothing more.

What had he ever done, other than love her? It was just his luck that he should have married a woman who was incapable of returning affection. She had no idea of love. Couldn’t understand when he gave her his own unconditionally. It simply wasn’t part of her make-up.

Damn it! Gregory knew that God Himself had forgiven him. Why couldn’t she ? Was she so blind? And now she wanted him dead, she wanted revenge. She was prepared to see the felon and his band kill all the pilgrims, just so they could strike him down.

Gregory felt a most peculiar courage take him over. He suddenly wanted to confront her. He had endured enough guilt over the years for his one mistake and saw no reason to continue to suffer. What, after all, had he done that was so wrong? Nothing! It was her , with her warped sense of morality. Her, and her airs and graces. Well, damn her. It was nothing to do with Gregory, and he refused to hide in the shadows. He had as much right to be here in Compostela as anyone else. He refused to run scared. Why should he?

Looking at his scratched palm again, he felt a rising annoyance. He wasn’t evil. If the silly mare wanted an apology, he could give her one, but he would no longer keep avoiding her and hiding all the time.

With a sniff, Gregory put his nose in the air and set off towards the little room where he had a lodging. Less than halfway there, he was suddenly struck from behind by a massive buffet that made him fall to his knees, dazed. Looking up, he was about to open his mouth and cry for help, when the next blow caught him over his ear, and he collapsed on his elbows. There was a rushing in his ears, and the ground opened up in front of him. With the inevitability of disaster, Gregory felt himself toppling forwards, and he began the fearful journey into the deep darkness.

Just as the roaring noise overwhelmed him, he heard a strange guttural voice rasping in his ear. ‘Leave the Prioress alone, you bloody bastard.’

‘Stop your damned bellyaching!’ Simon said, averting his head from the bowl of watered cider. ‘God’s Ballocks! If I wanted to fill myself with water, I’d jump in the river.’

‘You are lucky to have been with us when you collapsed,’ Baldwin said.

They were still in the tavern. Once he was sure that Simon was going to recover, Munio had left them to go and speak to the house of Musciatto to confirm that Parceval had told the truth about the money. The Prioress had hurried away with Parceval while the two lifted Simon and set him down on the table top. Baldwin now stood above him, cooling a cloth in a bowl of chilly vinegar and dabbing it on his head. He had felt a terrible fear when Simon toppled over, thinking that the Bailiff might die. Others he had known had died from heat exhaustion – and the idea that his best friend should succumb was appalling.

‘Are you sure you are …’ he choked out.

‘I am fine, Baldwin! God in heaven! I was just a bit thirsty, that’s all.’

Baldwin could not prevent him from sitting upright. He stood back, wiping his hands on the cloth, then thought better of it, dipped it in the vinegar, and passed it to Simon again.

‘Are you sure this is supposed to help?’ Simon growled. ‘It makes me feel like puking.’

‘Better that than dying,’ Baldwin said shortly. ‘Are you sure you haven’t shown any sign of illness until today?’

‘Well, only a little,’ Simon admitted reluctantly.

‘What?’

‘I just felt a bit … I had a touch of gut rot during the night.’

‘Last night? What of before?’ Simon’s shiftiness made Baldwin exclaim in exasperation. ‘Good God, man! You should have told me.’

‘I will in future, Baldwin. All right? Now give me more cider, and then we can decide what we need to do next.’

Baldwin sat on a bench and watched as Simon drained his cup. ‘I don’t know that cider is the best drink for a man in your condition,’ he said miserably.

Simon lowered his cup. ‘Baldwin, I am not dead, and I won’t die either, provided I am just a little more careful. That’s all I need, a bit more care.’

‘Very well,’ Baldwin said. He looked in towards the tavern-keeper. ‘He does not seem to like having you lying on his table.’

‘Tough!’ Simon said unsympathetically. ‘If he wants, he can come here and tell me I’m not allowed. I’ll settle his mind on the matter.’

Baldwin smiled. He was about to speak when he heard an odd noise outside in the crowds. ‘What’s that?’

Simon turned his head, wincing a little as he did so. ‘Sounds like some sort of upset.’

‘My heavens, I hope it’s not another dead man,’ Baldwin murmured. He sat up and stared out into the roadway, craning his neck to see what was happening.

Simon hopped down from the table and tensed his legs slightly. He still felt rather wobbly, but a great deal better than he had before. ‘Any sign?’

‘There’s a man hurrying here.’

Simon saw him, a large ox-like man with a square head and thick neck. He was running straight towards them. ‘I don’t recognise him.’

Nor did Baldwin, but soon the man was talking to the tavern-keeper, and the two men came to Simon and Baldwin and indicated that they were wanted.

‘By whom?’ Baldwin demanded.

‘Munio.’

Gregory came to gradually, like an old dog stirring from a deep sleep.

The first thing he became aware of was that his cheek was sore. There was a solid lump under it, and he tried to move his head to a more comfortable position. That was when he realised that not only was the lump hard, his head was very painful too.

‘Christ alive!’ he muttered.

‘You should be careful of your language in a god fearing town like this one.’

Gregory opened one eye and stared at Munio. ‘Ah, señor, I …’ he began, but Munio waved a hand.

‘I can speak English as well as Castilian or Basque. Perhaps it would be safer to stick to that.’

‘Safer?’ Gregory became aware that a small crowd was milling about them, and from the muttering, people were not happy to have found him there. ‘What happened?’ he asked thickly.

‘I was hoping you could tell me that,’ Munio said.

‘But I was … walking. Oh yes, I was on my way to–’ He suddenly lifted his head. The pain was like a swift thrust from a dagger, straight in at the back of his skull. ‘Christ Jesus!’ he moaned, and began retching.

Baldwin and Simon arrived as he ejected a stream of yellowish bile onto the slabs, and Baldwin muttered to Munio, who sent their messenger to a nearby wine-seller. He was soon back with a skin of wine, and Munio passed it to Gregory without comment.

The injured man’s mouth tasted foul, as though he had woken from a night’s carousing, and the strong wine was a relief. He swilled some and spat it out, then drank a goodly mouthful and swallowed with gratitude. ‘That’s better.’

‘What happened?’ Munio asked.

Simon stared at the cleric without comprehending why they had been called here. ‘Is this someone else who’s been attacked?’

‘Yes,’ Munio answered. ‘Fortunately this one wasn’t killed, although he could have been, had he been hit a little harder.’

‘Is there anything to connect this attack with either of the others?’ Baldwin asked.

Munio nodded to Gregory.

‘I was going to see my lady,’ the man explained, wiping his lips with the back of his hand. ‘I was married to her once, but she left me and took the vows.’