Кэндис Робб - The Nun’s Tale

A generously hefty bag of coins had convinced Maddy to stay at the house. She was to alert them if Longford returned or anyone else appeared.

Had Maddy come to Louth to report visitors this morning?

He found her sitting in a chair by the fire, a thin young woman clutching a mazer of mulled wine in trembling hands. When he greeted her, she lifted up to him eyes red-rimmed and frightened. “I cannot go back there, Sir. I dare not!”

“What is it, Maddy? Has your master returned?”

She shook her head. “’Tis the ghost of poor Dame Joanna. She’s come back for the milk of the Virgin. Weeping and wailing and beating her chest and praying that she should die. She’s not at rest, Sir.”

Louth did not absorb Maddy’s story at once, so far was it from what he had expected. “Dame Joanna? What can you mean, child?”

Maddy took a gulp of wine. It did not ease her tremors. “Please, Sir. ’Tis just as they say, the dead walk when they are not at peace. ’Tis Dame Joanna – she’s come back because of the relic. She must have the bottle she brought to my master.”

By now Louth had caught the drift of the girl’s story. “Dame Joanna, whom your master buried last summer? She has returned? She is at the house now?”

Maddy crossed herself and nodded. “I came to you straight away. I’d come in from the kitchen to open the shutters. I do it mid-morning every day, to keep it fresh in there in case the master returns. There she was, in the corner by the shelves, wrapped in a blue shawl, whispering about the milk of the Virgin. Such a ghostly voice. Like angels’ wings aflutter. And when she’d searched all the shelves she fell to her knees and wept and beat at her breast. Oh, Sir, the lamentations of the dead are not for us to hear unless we may help them! You must return the bottle!”

Louth was not one to believe in the dead walking, but until now Maddy had seemed to him a sensible and trustworthy young woman, not one to lose her head. “You think this apparition seeks the relic Dame Joanna brought from St Clement’s?”

Maddy nodded and took another gulp of wine.

“Was she in the house when you left?”

Maddy nodded again and crossed herself.

It was not what Louth had hoped. Nor did he believe that the dead would walk for the sake of a lost relic. Men with far more reason to lie unquiet in their graves stayed put. But Maddy had stuck to her post until this moment, and she deserved his attention. Could this be a clever ruse to get Maddy out of the house? After more than a month of close watch, had someone fooled them to get inside? The thought propelled Louth to act.

He called for his squire and instructed a servant to hurry to the provost’s house to ask him to come to Longford’s. “Sir Richard might be at Mass at the minster. Do your best to get him as quickly as you can.” Louth turned to the serving girl. “Now, Maddy, do you wish to come or stay here where it is safe and warm?”

Maddy glanced at the fire with longing, but shook her head. “’Tis my place to come, Sir. And I must see for myself what you see. I will not rest if I am not sure what happens.”

Louth admired her pluck. “Then come along. We must not keep her waiting.”

Though it was beyond mid-morning on a sunny day, the light was dim inside Longford’s house. Louth heard the woman, alternately weeping and whispering, before he made out her form in the shadowy corner. He could not understand what she said. As his eyes grew accustomed to the dark, he noted that the windows across the room from the apparition were still shuttered. He motioned for his squire to open them. The apparition threw up a slender hand to protect her eyes from the light. A decidedly physical gesture, Louth thought. He doubted that a spirit’s eyes would be sensitive to light.

Louth crept up to within a few feet of the blue-draped figure, so close that he could reach out and touch her head. He could see little more than a light-blue mantle or shawl, stained and torn, wrapped about a slender form. The hand held up to the face was dirty. The figure had a strong, mouldy scent, but it was the odour of unwashed flesh and clothing, not decay. So, Louth reasoned, neither a spirit nor a corpse.

“Who are you, Mistress?” He spoke in a gentle tone, but loudly enough to be heard over her whispering.

She pounded her chest thrice and murmured, “ Mea culpa, mea culpa, mea maxima culpa,” then sobbed and crumpled to the floor. Louth did not know what to make of it. He was relieved when Ravenser slipped quietly in the front door and joined him. The provost crouched by the inert figure, sniffed, rose quickly, putting a handkerchief to his nose. “Who is she?” he whispered.

Louth shrugged. “I know not. But she is a fleshly apparition, I think.” He knelt down and gently pulled the mantle back, uncovering greasy, matted hair. The woman seemed unconscious. Louth cautiously turned her over and touched the delicate, tear-stained face. “Come, Maddy,” Louth called softly. “She is warm to the touch, a living being. Tell us if this is Dame Joanna.”

Maddy tiptoed forward, a hand stretched out in front as if to protect herself from a sudden attack. When she was still too far away to see the woman’s features in the dim light, she said, “She was not so thin as that, Sir.”

“Come closer. I have touched her and have not suffered.” Louth reached back to Maddy. “Come. Tell us if it is she.”

Maddy crept close, then recoiled.

Louth nodded. “It is the smell of unwashed body, unwashed clothes, Maddy, not decay. Come. Look at her face. Is this Dame Joanna?” The woman lay still, her eyes closed.

Maddy leaned close, then jumped away, nodding. “’Tis her.”

“Are you certain?”

“As much as I can be. If I saw the colour of her eyes, I should be certain. I have never seen the like. Clear green, if you can imagine.”

Louth sat back on his heels, wondering how to proceed. “Is there a fire in the kitchen, Maddy?”

“Aye, Sir.”

Louth’s squire, John, crouched down beside him. “Shall I carry her there?”

Louth nodded.

John scooped up the woman and stood. Maddy hurried before him, leading the way to the kitchen. Louth pulled two benches together near the fire and John gently laid down his burden. The woman stirred, eyelids fluttering.

“Some brandywine, Maddy!” Louth called.

The serving girl brought a cup. As Louth lifted the woman’s head, he noted that her hair was pale red. He was more and more confident that this was Dame Joanna. He put the cup to the woman’s mouth and whispered, “Drink slowly.” Some of the wine spilled down her chin. A hand fluttered up to the cup, touched it. The lips parted. She drank, then coughed. Louth helped her sit up. Her eyes opened, but did not focus. Clear green eyes stared out into the distance.

Maddy nodded. “You see the eyes. ’Tis her.”

Louth held the cup to Dame Joanna’s lips and she drank again, then pushed it away. “Can you understand me, Dame Joanna?” The green eyes glanced at Louth with no expression. He was uncertain whether she even saw him. “You are in Will Longford’s house in Beverley. Can you tell us what happened to you?”

The pale brows came together in a frown. Then the eyes cleared and focused on his. She grabbed his shoulder. “The milk of the Virgin. Is it here?”

“It is close by.”

“I must return it.”

“You must return it to St Clement’s?” Louth asked.

“I wear Our Lady’s mantle, you see.” She clutched the blue shawl to her. “I have risen from the dead – as did Our Lady. But it should not have happened so. I am a Magdalene. Our Lady said I must return to die.”

“Our Lady told you that?”

The eyes opened wide, guileless, innocent. “The Blessed Virgin Mary is watching over me.”