Imogen Robertson - Instruments of Darkness

“I am so glad to welcome you here,” she said. “The Hall will not be ready to receive its new masters for some time, I fear. The east wing is destroyed. Only the core of the ancient building remains. The Great Hall was almost untouched.”

Graves nodded. “Thank you for letting us come to you. We thought it best Lord Thornleigh and his sister attend the services for their grandfather.”

“I quite agree,” Crowther said.

Miss Chase looked up at Harriet with her cornflower eyes. “How is their uncle?”

Harriet smiled sadly. “You might think me fanciful, but I believe he lives only to see Alexander’s children.”

Hugh lay in what had been until two days before the ladies’ morning room. The window was dominated by the foliage of the great oak. Rachel tended him, and said the sight of the great tree seemed to give him peace. Since he had been pulled from the fire, his father’s corpse still in his arms like a loved child, he had been rarely conscious for long and his fever was deepening, but at every moment that he woke he asked for the children.

Harriet spoke to them both briefly before they entered the room. She was glad to see they showed no signs of fear. She knocked lightly at the door and pushed it fully open for them. Hugh turned his head toward them.

“Alexander!” he called.

The little boy went forward.

“My name is Jonathan. And you are my uncle, sir,” he said, then added after a pause, “I am an earl.” He went up next to the bed and bent forward to kiss Hugh’s burned face.

“I am, you are,” Hugh whispered. Susan came forward and bent to kiss him as her brother had done.

Hugh smiled at her. A cough shook him and he closed his eyes and caught his breath.

“Your father showed me a picture of your mother once. You look just like her.”

Susan shook her head. “I am not so pretty.”

“I think you are prettier.” He coughed again. “You know I have a little brother?”

“Yes,” said Susan, “Eustache.”

“He is another uncle-but younger than us,” Jonathan stated with a certain amount of pride.

Hugh smiled, but his eyes were beginning to glaze.

“You must be kind to him,” he said. Susan nodded, and fitted her hand into his. He returned the gentle pressure of her fingers.

“Of course,” she said. “We lost our father and mother too. We shall take care of him, and Mr. Graves will take care of us.”

“He sounds a good man. Do you like him?”

“Oh very much!”

“I am glad. He has our trust and authority.” Hugh sighed deeply, and his eyelids fluttered. “My brother said he would find a way to come to me-perhaps he did.” He closed his eyes. “Forgive me, sweethearts. I am tired now.”

It was only a few hours later, while the adults sat in the midsummer sunshine and watched the children in their own deep conversations and games in the middle of the lawn, that Rachel came to find them with Mrs. Service at her side. She leaned down and put her arms around her sister’s neck. They all looked at her. She straightened and wiped her eyes.

“Just a few moments ago. He is gone.”

She looked at the children gossiping on the lawn. Stephen was already Susan’s slave and the last of the old earl’s sons was looking at Jonathan as if at a god.

“Shall we tell the children?”

Graves looked in the same direction.

“Let us give them a moment yet. There is time enough.”

Crowther stood and turned away from the family group. It was only when Harriet found him under the oak some moments later that he realized where his steps had taken him. He looked up as she approached, her arms folded across her middle, her green eyes gazing at the ground in front of her.

“Theirs was a strange and dark sort of love, was it not, Crowther?” He did not reply and she leaned against the great trunk of the tree beside him. “I had a letter from the squire this morning,” she went on. “An invitation for Rachel and myself to dine with him, along with profusions of sympathy and goodwill. I must go, though I fear his food will choke me.”

Crowther turned to her with a glint in his eyes.

“I had a similar letter, but I am too jealous of my reputation for eccentricity to accept it. I shall drink with Michaels or dine here when I am in need of company.”

“And when, sir, are you ever in need of company?”

He bowed. “I fear the habits of sociability have crept in upon me. Perhaps I will retreat into my lair again when we have finished discussing the events of the last few days. I will never be interested, or pretend to be interested, in how you intend to improve the upper meadows, or where some particularly cunning fabric may be purchased for a fraction of its usual cost. When those topics become your choice of conversation, madam, you shall see me no more.”

She laughed, making her red curls shake, and he felt his body lighten at the sound.

“I have no doubt you are keen to return to your knives.”

“My ‘instruments of darkness’ is how your sister referred to them once. That morning as I was looking at her sketches of a cat, as I recall.”

“ ‘. . that tell us truths.’ Apt. How strange she should be quoting Mac-beth before we had any suspicion. .” She looked up into the dense foliage above her. The light danced against her throat. “Lady Thornleigh had more power, more determined energy in her beautiful little finger than I think I have in my whole being, for all my fuss and bother. I wonder what she might have become, born into another life.”

“You sound as if you admire her,” Crowther said, smiling gently at her.

Harriet considered, still watching the shifting leaves.

“No. Perhaps. I simply realize I never feared her enough. It never occurred to me she would ever be capable of doing what she did. Wicksteed blackmailed, but I wonder if he would ever have murdered without her beside him.”

“I have found it is a mistake to underestimate a beautiful woman.” Crowther paused. “They can be quite alarming.”

Harriet laughed again at that and stood away from the oak.

“What a flatterer you are become, Crowther.” Then, having taken his arm to lead him back to the party on the lawn, she suddenly stopped. “We almost failed. It seems walls and a great oak are not such a protection as they might seem, yet I think I would do the same again for all that. Would you, Crowther?”

He looked down at her with his eyebrows raised.

“Most certainly not. If I had had any idea what might come about, I would have kept to my bed and dismissed my maid for not being more firm with you.”

Harriet snorted with laughter. “Indeed? My next strategy, if the note failed, was to sing sea shanties as loudly as possible, till I drove you up and out.”

Crowther looked horrified, and she smiled.

8 JUNE 1778

Some eighteen months after his return from America Hugh realized, riding home late from dining at Caveley Park, that he was something like happy. The confusions since he had returned to Thornleigh were beginning to dissipate. At first he had done little other than exist and drink his way through his father’s cellar, but since meeting Commodore Westerman, his wife and most particularly Miss Trench at Caveley soon after, something within him was beginning to grow. He had begun to take a firmer control of the estate, he could see where wrongs were being done, and found that when he began to take action his whole being seemed to lift. The anxiety, the dreams, still came, but with every meeting with Miss Trench, with every night he went to bed not quite drunk, with every morning he took action their horrors lessened and the light crept toward him.

This evening something had happened. He did not know what, but some look, some word from Rachel-he whispered her Christian name like a prayer-had caused the vague, weak hope in his heart to blossom forth. He smiled to himself. All was not lost. His own sins and those of his father could be expurgated by hard work and a true heart. He would build an estate worthy of respect, he would make his stepmother and half brother comfortable. His seeing eye was bright in the gloom, but his thoughts were so far away, it was not until he was abreast of his gates that he saw the man lounging there in the shadows.