Kate Sedley - The Green Man

‘Pegasus would never have reared like that unless provoked. Did you see anyone touch him, Roger?’

The mattress we were sharing was a hard one, promising a poor night’s rest, and I was tired out after half a day’s riding; a bad augury for the long days in the saddle which lay ahead. Moreover, I could not rid myself of the growing belief that Albany had no real need of my protection and that I had been wrenched from my home and family without good reason.

‘No,’ I snapped — but then thought better of my ill temper (or of showing it, at least). After all, I was as much the servant of his grace, the Duke of Gloucester, as of Albany, so I added in a more conciliatory tone, ‘I saw nothing, my lord. Murdo and Donald were behind you and Davey was in the crowd. I saw him. But not near enough, now I come to think of it, to do the horse a mischief. John Tullo, of course, was at the bay’s head. Why, my lord? Do you truly think that one of them tried to unseat you?’

‘You saw what happened. I could have been thrown. At best, I could have been made to look a fool in front of all those arrogant English fools, sniggering up their sleeves. At worst, I could have been killed. And I tell you, Pegasus doesn’t play tricks of that sort. Not with me. Someone goaded him on purpose.’

‘It might have been an accident,’ I protested. ‘There was a great press of people all round. The noise alone could have frightened him.’

Albany scornfully dismissed this suggestion. ‘For the love of Mary, he’s used to it! Pegasus is a French horse, given to me by Cousin Louis. If you’ve never heard a flock of Frenchmen all screeching at once, you don’t know what noise is. I told you I’m in danger, Roger, and I meant it. One of those five has sold himself to my brother James and doesn’t intend that I shall be king.’

He was managing to convince me again. Slowly, but ineluctably, I was being drawn once more into the net of his suspicions. Perhaps I had never really escaped it: it was just homesickness that made me pretend I had.

So I told him of the previous night’s incident and of the green silk ‘leaf’ I had found in the ante-room. Now, he was seriously alarmed, and so far forgot what was due to his position as to jump out of bed himself to test the bolt on the door. But, of course, there wasn’t one. Abbeys, as a general rule, don’t have locks and bolts. They are the houses of God and, as such, are free of access, one brother to another. The cell we were occupying had been made as comfortable as possible, but it gave on to a badly lit passageway without the luxury of an ante-room or a guard of any sort.

Albany was in no doubt as to what must be done.

‘You must sleep outside, across the doorway, Roger. It’s warm tonight. Wrap yourself in your cloak. You won’t be cold.’

He was right. I wasn’t cold, but it was damnably uncomfortable, in spite of a pillow for my head, and I tossed and turned, dozed and woke all night, angry and resentful. I wondered, in those brief intervals, when I managed to gain a few moments relief from my bodily aches and pains, why mention of the Green Man affected Albany with such profound unease. I had noticed it when I first broached the subject to him. Did it hold some special significance for him? And who was the man in the mask, anyway? My original thought had been that it could be neither of the squires, but further consideration changed my mind. Either one of them could have planted the ‘leaf’ for me to find with a view to exonerating himself. Whatever had roused me the previous night — and I was still uncertain what that had been — could have been caused by Donald or Murdo creeping into the duke’s chamber, reaching through the bed curtains and touching my arm, perhaps, before scurrying back to the ante-room and feigning slumber. Something of the sort …

But here I must have fallen into my final sleep of total exhaustion and was only wakened again by the abbey bells tolling for Prime, and by the general hurry and scuffle of men scrambling to get dressed and be on the march again as soon as possible. We were, in fact, saddled up and on the move while the mist still lay thick upon the ground, and had left Leicester behind us, a dark smudge on the horizon, before it dissolved like smoke trails blown on the wind.

We rode northwards for Nottingham, a mere distance, or so I was told, of between twenty and thirty miles, and where our mounted vanguard would wait for the rest of the army to catch us up while my lord of Gloucester held a council of war. And it was indeed barely mid-afternoon when we rode across the hills encircling the town and ascended to the massive fortress that is Nottingham Castle, towering above the surrounding houses on its dark up-thrust of rock.

Nottingham is a royal castle, so there was no makeshift accommodation here. My lord of Albany was accorded every deference and given a bedchamber, two ante-rooms and his own private garderobe in keeping with his status as a future king.

‘Well, at least we can shit in private, if only for a night,’ he remarked jocularly as one of his many chests of clothing was carried into the bedchamber by two of the castle’s lackeys. ‘I do so hate baring my arse to the public gaze. Make the most of it, Roger. When we finally get to Berwick — if we ever do — and join the siege, it’ll be a different story. We’ll be lucky if it’s a hole in the ground with the whole of the army looking on. You’re not a fighting man, I believe.’

‘Your Grace knows full well that I’m a pedlar,’ I answered drily, unpacking my few modest belongings from a saddle-bag, which I had humped indoors myself, through various dark and dingy passageways smelling of dirt and damp to this large and airy chamber strewn with fresh rushes and flowers. ‘I assume your lordship doesn’t wish me to accompany you to the council meeting this afternoon?’

The duke grimaced sourly. ‘I doubt your presence would be welcomed. But I want you close to me at the feast this evening, mind that! So to prevent a repetition of the night before last, you’d better spend the time I’m in council getting yourself fed in the kitchens. I can hear your belly rumbling from here.’

‘I’m not surprised,’ I grumbled. ‘A handful of dried oats was all I got for breakfast, and another one for dinner when we stopped on the road.’

Albany laughed. ‘And a big fellow like you needs some feeding, eh?’ There was a rap on the outer door. ‘Ah! No doubt this is my summons to the council-of-war.’ He shrugged. ‘I thought everything had been decided before we left Fotheringay. Why do Englishmen like to talk so much?’ Davey appeared in the inner chamber, but before he could say anything, Albany nodded. ‘All right. Tell whoever it is I’m coming.’ He glanced back over his shoulder. ‘Remember what I said, Roger. Get yourself fed.’

I didn’t need telling a third time.

Davey went with me into the bowels of the castle where one of the many kitchens had been cleared to make room for trestles and benches, and which was already full of a chattering, munching throng of servants and hangers-on belonging to the nobles who were now in conclave somewhere above us.

‘There are Murdo and Donald and Jamie,’ the page said, steering me towards a table set right against the far wall. ‘They’ve saved places for us.’

I wasn’t at all sure that I wanted to eat in the company of the Scotsmen, but before I could demur, Davey had seized me by the elbow and was propelling me across the room. And after looking about me in vain for another empty seat, I allowed him to do so without protest.

I found myself seated between Davey and Murdo MacGregor. For a time, while I filled my empty belly with hot mutton and barley broth and a hunk of black bread — served with a bad-tempered thump and splash by one of the castle scullions — the four of them ignored me. In truth, they were also too busy eating to say much, but they did, every now and then, mutter to one another in their own broad Scots tongue. I let them get on with it.