Alys Clare - Mist Over the Water

He heard the monks’ footsteps echo on the ground. They sounded like the herald of some dread fate. ‘ Go! ’ he repeated.

She shot him a last anguished glance, and then she fled. The ancient stretch of wall was between her and the four monks, and he was almost certain they could not see her. Nevertheless, his heart beat hard with alarm, making him feel sick. He watched her closely, and as she flew across the one place where she might be visible to them — between the base of some of the falsework and the foundations of a vast, new pillar — he stood up and faced them.

They would not kill him. They wanted him safe within the abbey, but they wanted him alive.

Or so he fervently hoped.

He stepped out of the shelter of the old wall and went to meet them.

Hrype was almost at the stage where he could no longer hide his anxiety from Froya. Almost. He was accustomed to spending the majority of the hours of daylight away from the house, either at work on the land or else busy with the mysterious intricacies of his calling. Froya did not appear to have noticed that, at present, she barely saw him, except briefly in the morning, as they ate breakfast together, and last thing at night, when he would slip inside, exchange a few words with her, and then throw himself on his bed as if he were worn out and desperate to sleep.

He rarely slept nowadays. As Froya, too, went to her bed and the lamp was extinguished, he would lie there in the dark, keeping his body perfectly still while his mind roamed free, always making straight for the same place in the past.

Behind closed eyes he watched the drama re-enact itself over and over again. The flight from Drakelow and the illusion of hope and safety that beckoned him and his poor blighted mother to the Isle of Ely. The voice of Hereward as he stood up on a block and addressed his loyal followers, inspiring them with his ferocity and making them truly believe they could oust the Normans and send them back to where they came from. The mocking laughter as the rebels watched the Conqueror try again and again to find a way across the fenland; the howls of derision and the screams of triumph when the hastily constructed causeway collapsed and King William’s army choked and drowned in the dense, black mud.

Their fierce joy had been short-lived. Hrype remembered too well that sick dread in the pit of his stomach when he’d learned that the monks had betrayed the rebels and given away the secret of the safe ways across the water. He had foreseen in that instant what would happen; he had seen all of it, unfolding in his mind as if the images had been put there by a master story teller. He had taken Froya aside — his pupil, his bright-eyed pupil, now his brother’s wife — and instructed her to help him prepare for what was to come. Together they had gathered all the supplies of bandages, medicaments, splints, slings and gut for stitching wounds that they could lay hands on. Others had had the same idea, and Hrype had not been surprised when a woman had tapped on the door and said she had come to help.

The fighting had been savage and intense. The Conqueror gave no quarter, and his soldiers advanced like a spring tide. So many were injured; so many died. The woman — Aetha, her name was — had turned her attention to laying out the dead.

Then they brought in Edmer. At first Hrype looked down at his patient through the eyes of a brother; here was Edmer, dear Edmer, little companion of childhood, beloved friend of adulthood. The wound in Edmer’s leg made Hrype shake with dread. Edmer had been struck just above the knee by a Norman arrow and somebody, perhaps even Edmer himself, had tried to wrench it from the flesh. At the base of the deep, bloody pit could be seen the head of the arrow. . Then the healer took the place of the brother. Hrype emerged from his shock and, cool headed, got on with what he must do.

Froya was beside him, and with a part of his mind he noticed, admiring, that she, too, had managed to put her fear for her husband aside while she focused on nursing him. They washed out the wound, Froya keeping a pad of linen ready and mopping at the blood that went on welling up like a spring so that Hrype could see what he was doing.

The first touch on the arrowhead caused Edmer to shriek in pain. Hrype stopped then and, selecting his most potent herbs, made a draught for his brother so strong that the muscles tensed against the agony seemed to relax before their eyes. Edmer, barely conscious, managed a smile and said, ‘Get on with it.’

Hrype dug and delved. Froya mopped and wiped, repeatedly throwing blood-saturated cloths on to the fire as she reached for more. Hrype tried to work faster — his brother’s life force was ebbing away, and he seemed powerless to call it back — and, steeling himself, he made one more great effort, pushing back the strong sinews of Edmer’s thigh and driving the pincers deeper, deeper, until his grip on the arrowhead at last felt secure. He closed his eyes, very aware of the great brown bear that was his spirit guide hovering somewhere close, and then he pulled.

The arrowhead emerged with a nauseating squelch, bringing with it pieces of Edmer’s flesh. Instantly, Froya set to work, washing out the terrible hole with water that had been infused with lavender and rosemary oils, and when she was done, and Hrype was satisfied, he reassembled the pulp of the thigh and stitched it together.

The shock claimed its first casualty: Hrype and Edmer’s mother, already devastated by the seizure that had grabbed her on the flight to Ely, gave her maimed son one last smile, nodded with love in her eyes to his sound brother and, giving up her spirit, quietly died.

They had done all they could for Edmer. Hrype knew that, although it did not assuage his guilt. The damage had probably been done the moment the arrow struck, carrying with it whatever foul matter that soon began to spread through Edmer’s body. He was a strong man and he’d fought back but it had been no good. .

When after a week the lower leg was turning black, streaks of dark red running like tracks up from the wound towards Edmer’s groin and the smell of dying flesh filling the little room, Hrype knew what he had to do.

Edmer’s fever ran high and he slipped in and out of consciousness. Hrype dosed him with the strongest potion he had ever administered, and then he sharpened his knives and his saw and took off his brother’s leg.

He made a fine job of it; he knew that there was no element in all his medical treatment of his brother for which he could berate himself. He had performed many amputations, and he knew how to leave a flap of healthy skin to stitch over the stump of limb. He and Froya kept Edmer clean, they fed him skilfully blended remedies and whenever he would, to please them, try to eat, they were ready with mouthfuls of nourishing food. Edmer held on.

He might have lived had they not had to move him. But the Conqueror was savage in his vengeance, and Edmer was a wanted man with a price on his head.

Hrype spent all his remaining money on a sway-backed old mare that was worth at most a quarter of what he paid, and by night he carried his brother out of the little house and set him on its back. The he watched as Froya led the animal away.

Not for long; he dried the tears that seemed to have escaped from his eyes and got on with what he had to do. The Normans believed they had all the time they needed to come for Edmer; they knew where he was, and they knew he now had only one leg. Hrype kept up the pretence of nursing his brother, even making a man-shape out of straw and tucking it beneath the covers where Edmer had lain and suffered. If anyone peered into the room, they would think Edmer was still there.

He stayed there for four days. Then one dark night he slipped away.