It’s still here, the post, and still yellow. But her daughter is no longer five years old.
Allison has a shovel that she keeps in her SUV for snow removal, so it takes her little time to dig up the earth. She pushes the statuette into the ground. Now for the hard part, returning the earth to its previous form. She does the majority of the work with the shovel, but she is finally forced to bend down and use her hands to smooth the ground over. When she is finished, she wipes her forehead with her hands.
She gets up and turns to leave. A flashlight shines in her face. There is illumination out here but it’s still relatively dark. The flashlight blinds her. She freezes. Her body goes cold. But if it has to start right here, so be it.
“I’m a federal agent, Mrs. Pagone. Please put down that shovel.”
A federal agent?
“Mrs. Pagone, you didn’t kill Sam Dillon with that trophy and I assume you won’t try to kill me with that shovel. Now please, put down the shovel and back up ten steps.”
Allison complies, dropping the shovel and back-pedaling.
“I’m Special Agent Jane McCoy.” The agent shines the flashlight on her credentials, which she holds out. “FBI.”
“I don’t understand what this is about,” Allison says. “I don’t understand what you mean about Sam Dillon.”
“No?” McCoy asks. “And that trophy from the Midwest Manufacturers’ Association you just buried? No idea whatthat is, either?”
“I don’t know what you mean.”
“Let me see your hands, please.”
Allison raises her hands.
“Turn them around, palms facing you.”
Allison reverses her hands.
“I wonder if that broken fingernail matches a nail my partner just found by Sam Dillon’s body,” McCoy says. “What other clues did you leave, Mrs. Pagone? A business card on the kitchen table?”
“Whoever you are, I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“I know about Jessica, Mrs. Pagone. I know what happened. I was there.”
Allison closes her eyes.They even know her name.
“You broke a nail, you moved that earring next to Sam’s body. You disposed of the murder weapon.”
“She didn’t mean to kill him,” Allison says.
The federal agent is silent.
“Please,” Allison says, realizing how ridiculous her plea must sound.
“Mrs. Pagone, we have a lot to talk about. We can help each other.”
Allison’s heart pounds. What is happening?
“We have a lot to discuss. Will you come with me to my car around the corner, so I don’t freeze my butt off out here?”
Allison slowly moves toward the federal agent. The agent is trying to put her at ease. “What about the shovel?” she asks.
“I’ll take it. Please walk past me and stop.”
Allison passes the shovel, passes the federal agent, who moves well out of her way, and stops. She hears the agent pick up the shovel, iron scraping against pavement.
“Mrs. Pagone,” the agent says, “I’m prepared to agree with you. I’m prepared to swear that your daughter didn’t kill Sam Dillon. But I need your help.”
2:57A.M.
Allison drives around Jessica’s two-door coupe parked on the driveway and parks her own car in the garage. She leaves the garage door open and stands next to her car.
She looks at her watch. It’s almost three in the morning. She spent over an hour talking with Agent McCoy. Almost three in the morning, Jessica could very well have fallen asleep, overwhelmed emotionally.
Allison is hoping not.
She waits one, two minutes. Maybe Jessica did fall asleep. That will make this tougher.
The interior door from the garage opens. Jessica sticks her head out.
Allison brings a finger to her mouth, shakes her head slowly.
Jessica doesn’t speak, which is the point here. She waits a moment, trying to understand.
Allison backs up onto the driveway and waves a cupped hand to Jessica.
Jessica slowly closes the door and walks out to her mother. She looks Allison over as she gets closer, her eyes slowly growing in horror.
“Mother-what did you do?” Jessica whispers.
“Everything’s fine,” Allison says, drawing close to her daughter but not touching her. “Something is going on that neither of us knew about. Something about Sam.”
“I don’t understand.”
“I know, Jess, and you can’t-”
“Tell me, Mother. Tell me what happened.”
“This is what I can tell you. Nobody is going to connect you to this. Sam was-there was something we know nothing about. Sam was involved.”
“Sam was involved in what? How do you know this?”
“Jess, I don’t know, either, not the details. I just-you have to understand. I talked to somebody. Don’t ask me who because I won’t tell you. No one is going to say you killed him.”
“Ididn’t kill him, Mother.” Jessica stands back. “You don’t believe me.”
“Of course, I believe you.”
Allison believes Jessica because she has to believe her. She cannot fathom not believing in Jessica’s innocence. There is no other acceptable alternative.
“I’m prepared to have three federal agents swear, under oath, that Jessica didn’t kill Sam Dillon,” the agent, McCoy, told her an hour ago. “We’re prepared to say that this other man did it.”
Allison had been in no position to protest, because the federal agent was agreeing with her-Jessica didn’t kill Sam. But her mind told her what her heart tried desperately to ignore: Jane McCoy wasn’tagreeing with Allison, exactly. She was saying she was willing to agree, if Allison helped her.
“Of course I believe you,” Allison repeats.
“Did you go to the house?” Jessica asks.
“Yes.”
“Did you get the earring?”
“I left it there, Jess.”
“Youleft it-”
“It’smy earring, Jessica.Mine, not yours. And you have never, ever borrowed them. Okay?”
“I don’t understand what you’re doing, Mother. I don’t understand who you talked to or what they told you. I don’t understand why we’re standing outside instead of going inside.”
Yes, it is cold, very cold outside, and Jessica is only wearing a blouse.
“This is what you need to know,” Allison says. “And this isall you can know, for now. Sam was involved in something else. He wasn’t doing anything wrong, but he had some knowledge, or at least some people thought he did. And our government is interested in that other thing. They are willing to say that this is the reason he was killed. Nothing to do with you or me. They’re going to say that. But I have to help them out.”
“You’re going to help them how?”
“Keep your voice down,” Allison says. “They think my house might be bugged.”
“What?” Jessica shivers, looks back at the house.
“Voice down, Jessica. It’s okay. I’m going to be fine. I’m being protected.”
“This is-this is related to what Sam knew about?”
“Yes. They’re afraid that I might know, too. I don’t. But that’s why my house is bugged.”
“This iscrazy, Mother.”
“It is what it is,” she tells her daughter. “We deal with it.” She reaches for her daughter’s shoulders but pulls back, doesn’t want to touch her with her dirty hands. “Jess, the police will probably think that I killed Sam.”
“No.”
“It’s okay. I’m covered. It’s all being worked out. But you have to understand what is going to happen. They’re going to come to me, the police. They’re probably going to charge me. People are going to think I’m a killer. It’s going to be tough for you. But I’m going to be okay. I’m not going to prison. You’ll have to trust me on that. It’s going to be hard.”
“Because you went to his house?” Jessica’s face deteriorates into tears. “Mother,” she manages, her voice breaking, “what did you do there?”
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