Liza Marklund - The Bomber

"Finished?" Beata asked, and Annika smiled.

"Yes, thanks, that was really nice."

"I'm glad you liked it," Beata said, pleased. She sat down on the other stool. On one side of her was the parcel with Minex, on the other was a brown box, the flaps open.

"Time to begin," she said and smiled.

Annika returned the smile. "Can I ask you something?" she asked.

"Of course," Beata replied.

"Why am I here?"

Beata's smile died at once. "You really don't understand?"

Annika took a deep breath. "No. What I do understand is that I must have made you very angry. I really didn't mean to, and I apologize," she said.

Beata chewed on her upper lip. "Not only did you lie, you wrote in the paper that I was devastated by the death of that creep. On top of that you humiliated me publicly, twisting my words to get a better story. You wouldn't listen to me and my truth, but you listened to the guys."

"I'm sorry I misread your frame of mind," Annika said, as calmly as she could. "I didn't want to quote you saying things you might regret later. You were obviously shaken, and you were crying a lot."

"Yes, I was despairing of the evil of people, that bastards like Stefan Bjurling were allowed to live. Why should fate use me to end the misery? Why should everything always be up to me, eh?"

Annika decided to wait and listen. Beata continued chewing on her lip.

"You lied and spread a false picture of that bastard," she went on after awhile. "You wrote that he was nice and funny and that his workmates liked him. You let them talk, but not me. Why didn't you write what I said?"

Annika felt increasingly confused, but she made an effort to sound calm and friendly. "What did you say that you think I should have written?"

"The truth. That it was a shame that Christina and Stefan had to die. That it was their own fault and how wrong it was that I had to do it. I don't enjoy doing this, if that's what you think."

Annika braced herself to play along. "No, of course I don't think that. I know how you're sometimes forced to do things you'd rather not."

"What do you mean by that?"

"I had to get rid of someone once, I know the feeling." Annika looked up. "But we're not here to talk about me now. This is about you and your truth."

Beata observed her in silence for a while. "Maybe you're wondering why you're not dead yet. Because first you're going to write down my story. It will be published in Kvällspressen, and it will be given as much space as Christina Furhage's death was."

Annika nodded and smiled mechanically.

"I'll show you what I've got," Beata said and pulled something out of the box next to her. It was a laptop computer.

"Christina's Powerbook!" Annika gasped.

"Yes, she was very fond of this. It's fully charged."

Beata got to her feet and walked over to Annika with the computer in her right hand. It looked heavy, her hand was shaking slightly.

"Here you are. Switch it on."

Annika took the laptop. It was a basic Macintosh Powerbook, with a rechargeable battery, a disk slot, and a port for the mouse. She opened the lid and switched on the machine. It hummed to life and started loading the programs. There were only a few, among them Microsoft Word. After a few seconds, the desktop appeared. The desktop pattern was a sunset in pink, blue, and purple. There were three icons on the desktop: the hard disk itself, the Word icon, and a file marked "Me." Annika double-clicked on the Word icon and the 6.0 version started up.

"Right, I'm ready to begin," Annika said. Her fingers were frozen stiff and aching; she squeezed them discreetly under the table.

"Good. I want this to be as good as is possible."

"Okay, sure," Annika said and prepared to start writing.

"I want you to write what I tell you, in my own words, so it'll be my story."

"Naturally," Annika said.

"Though I want you to touch it up so it's neat and easy to read and is stylistically good."

Annika looked up at the other woman. "Beata, trust me. I do this every day. Shall we begin?"

The Bomber straightened up on her stool.

"Evil is everywhere. It's devouring people from within. Its apostles on earth are finding their way into the heart of humanity, stoning it to death. The battle is leaving bloodstained remnants in space because Fate is resisting. One knight is fighting on the side of Truth, a human of flesh and blood…"

"Forgive me for interrupting," Annika said, "but this feels a bit muddled. The reader won't be able to follow."

Beata looked at her with surprise. "Why not?"

Annika knew that she had to choose her words very carefully. "Many people haven't thought as far and gained the same insights as you have," she said. "They won't understand, and then the whole piece is pointless. The idea is for them to get closer to truth, right?"

"Yes, of course," Beata said. It was her turn to be confused.

"Maybe we should wait a bit before we bring in Fate and Evil, and instead do it in a more chronological order. It will make it easier for the reader to take in the truth later on. Okay?"

Beata nodded eagerly.

"I thought maybe I could ask you a few questions, and you can answer whichever ones of them you want."

"Okay," Beata agreed.

"Can you tell me a bit about your childhood?"

"Why?"

"It'll make the readers picture you as a child and that way they'll identify with you."

"I see. So what should I tell you?"

"Anything you like," Annika said. "Where you grew up, who your parents were, if you had any sisters or brothers, pets, special toys, how you did at school, all those things…"

Beata looked at her for a long time. Annika could see in her eyes that her thoughts were far away. She started talking, and Annika put her words into a readable story.

"I grew up in Djursholm. My parents were both doctors. Are both doctors, in fact. They're both still working and still live in the house with the iron gate I grew up in. I had an older brother and a younger sister. My childhood was relatively happy. My mother worked part time as a child psychologist, and my father had a private practice. We had nannies taking care of us- male ones, too. This was in the '70s and my parents were into equality between men and women and open to new ideas.

"I developed an interest in houses early on. We had a playhouse in the garden; my sister and her friends used to lock me inside it. During my long afternoons in the dusk, we started talking to each other, my little house and I. The nannies knew that I'd get stuck in the playhouse, so they'd always come and open the door after a while. Sometimes they'd scold my sister, but I didn't care."

Beata fell silent and Annika stopped writing. She breathed on her hands; it really was cold. "Can you tell me a bit about being a teenager?" she asked. "What happened to your sister and brother?"

The Bomber continued:

"My brother became a doctor, just like our parents, and my sister qualified as a physiotherapist. She married Nasse, a childhood friend, and doesn't have to work. They live with their children in a house in Täby.

"I broke the family pattern a bit because I studied to be an architect. My parents were skeptical. They thought I'd be more suited to be a preschool teacher or occupational therapist. But they didn't try to stop me; they are modern people, after all. I went to the Royal Institute of Technology and finished among the best graduates.

"Why did I choose to work with houses? I love buildings! They speak to you in such an immediate and straightforward way. I love traveling, only to talk to houses in new places- their form, their windows, colors, and luster. I get excited by courtyards sexually. I have thrills up and down my spine when I'm on a train traveling through the suburbs of a city, seeing laundry hung out to dry across the railway line, leaning balconies… I never look straight ahead of me when I'm out walking, always upwards. I have bumped into traffic signs and phone boxes all over the city because I've been studying house facades. I'm simply interested in buildings. I wanted to work with my greatest passion.