George Pelecanos - DC Noir

Word travels quickly, I learned, when a female is promiscuous. My brother was the first in the family to find out about my sexual activities and sneak-off-partying lifestyle. Even though Junior himself had completely adopted sinful ways, he still looked down on me and started to lash out. We would run into each other at various places, and every encounter turned into a fierce battle of nasty exchanges. He even smacked me so hard once that I discovered how a person can literally get the taste slapped out of her mouth. My hero didn’t exist anymore.

My mother and grandmother died the same year, 1966, two months and three days apart. My mother had undetected diabetes — she suddenly fell into a coma and just as suddenly passed away. Nanny died of a heart attack.

After their deaths, nothing inside of the Taylor home was the same. Daddy went into a shell. He quit one of his jobs and merely went through the motions of working the other. We seldom talked or did things together, and it wasn’t long before I was out on the streets nearly all the time, completely falling in love with the games, drugs, and fun. But equally so with a very powerful, handsome, and sexy new man.

I met Zack Amos when I was sixteen years old through my girlfriend Kim, who was his cousin. I knew about him and had seen him on a number of occasions, but we hadn’t actually spoken until the day Kim told me that Zack was interested in meeting me, and that he’d arranged a gathering of four at his favorite club, Evelyn’s. The four would be me, Zack, Kim, and her man, Oje Simpson.

Kim was very street smart and knew just about everybody in D.C., particularly all the major players in the hustling world. She was gorgeous, of the Pam Grier nature. It became very easy for me to function smoothly on the streets after being taken under her wing and taught the tricks of the trade.

Zack Amos was twenty-five then and he had already taken over much of the drug trade in D.C., which he inherited from his uncle, Hazel “Cookie” Ferguson. Cookie had been busted under the Rico Conspiracy Act three years earlier and is now incarcerated at Leavenworth Federal Penitentiary serving a life sentence.

Zack stood six-foot-two and had the same glorious physical traits as my former teenage lover, Richard Armstrong. But where Richard was a sexy manchild, Zack was a superman in every way, and I instantly fell in love with him.

Located at the corner of 9th and U Streets, N.W., Evelyn’s Nightclub was a modest facility, unlike its counterpart, the Fantasy, which was a monstrosity of width, height, glitter, and raucous activities. Evelyn’s was a classy spot that catered to a sophisticated and older jazz-loving crowd who also enjoyed a dose of mellow R&B.

By age fourteen, I’d developed a voluptuous, womanly body, and I had little trouble getting into any of the “adult only” places. Where Kim was considered by many to be dropdead gorgeous, I was the star of the show when it came to physical traits. And yes, I proudly flaunted my stuff. Yet I will also admit that the main reason I was always allowed inside of Evelyn’s was because I was the invited guest of “The Man,” as Zack was known in private circles.

Kim and I were driven to Evelyn’s by Oje in his spanking-new, money-green Eldorado Caddy. Oje was a ranking member of Zack’s crew. He was deathly in love with Kim, and wished the feeling was mutual, but that’s another long story and no time for that. Briefly, though, he was not the pretty-boy type that Kim preferred, but she still kept him under lock and key, basically to provide protection. Anyway, Zack was waiting at Evelyn’s when we arrived, sitting at his reserved table in front of the stage.

It was at Evelyn’s that night that I got my first real lesson on jazz. A local group calling themselves Miles’s Boys did several of Miles Davis’s magnetic tunes. Another local song-stress named Brenda Mcphey took my breath away with what Zack later told me was a splendid version of the great Nancy Wilson’s “Guess Who I Saw Today.” That was just the beginning of a lot of things that I would learn from Zack.

I had a wonderful time and told Zack without hesitation that I would be more than happy to join him for a nightcap and whatever else at the Washington Hilton, where he’d reserved a beautiful and cozy room. The confidence and security of that man was amazing.

Zack’s lovemaking sealed it for me that night. Unspeakably perfect pleasure.

I knew from the beginning that I wasn’t the only female in Zack’s life. His womanizing reputation in D.C. was as legendary as his suspected crime involvements. None of that particularly bothered me. I knew what I wanted, what I needed, and where I was going. We talked openly about his desires and his need for multiple partners in his life. Women played major roles in his criminal activities and he needed strong, faithful people to keep things working smoothly. He had a deep yearning to be financially successful, and I envisioned a lucrative future as Zack’s leading lady. I’d fallen madly in love with this fantastic man and nothing would tear us apart.

Zack’s main woman when we first met was the beautiful Sarah Ward. Besides being gorgeous, she was a selfish, greedy, sneaky, no-good bitch. When I came aboard, friction instantly erupted between us. She had her sights on staying number one in Zack’s life and complained constantly to him about me. Always telling him that I couldn’t be trusted and that being involved with the sister of a competitor would eventually hurt him. Once she stole some product from one of Zack’s drug houses and tried to blame the shit on me. Zack investigated the matter and found that one of his workers had seen Sarah take the package. Zack showed her mercy, but she’d fallen way down on his list of people he could rust.

I don’t know exactly when Sarah and Junior started sneaking around. By then my relationship with my brother had deteriorated to the point that we hardly saw each other, and the few times that we did cross paths, we rarely spoke. We had virtually become enemies, and rightly so, because I was now the woman of his hated rival — my Zack Amos!

By the mid ’60s, Junior started to make a big name for himself. He’d formed a crew of stick-up boys who robbed banks, jewelry stores, and out-of-town drug dealers. Junior and his crew were nearly as feared as Zack and his organization.

In the spring of 1969, one of Zack’s drug houses got knocked off by several masked men. Over $100,000 in cash and drugs were taken, and a few workers were badly pistol-whipped. There was no evidence of who the robbers were, but Zack kept saying that he had a gut feeling Junior was responsible. Zack kept his calm, though, and simply took it as a loss.

When word got around that Junior and Sarah had been seen partying at the famous Cecilia’s Restaurant & Club at 7th and T Streets, N.W., adjacent to the Howard Theater where all of the major singers and comedians performed, Zack erupted with harsh words: “That bitch and brother of yours is crazy! Think that they can keep chumpin’ me and get away with it. Gonna fix their asses,” he told me.

Zack and I had recently visited Cecilia’s for a night of fun. In popped Junior and Sarah, accompanied by several of my brother’s crew. Men like Zack and Junior hardly ever traveled outside of their safe zones without protection, and Zack had his guys positioned throughout the club.

Neither man acknowledged the other at first, but as Junior, Sarah, and their entourage passed our table, the bitch looked down at me and had the nerve to say, “Whatcha lookin’ at, ho?”

For some reason I had a flashback to that day Junior smacked me so hard I momentarily lost my taste. I jumped up before Zack could say or do anything to stop me, but instead of smacking this heifer with my palm, I balled up my fist and knocked the living shit out of her. I tell you, the bitch went straight out.