‘Who’s Ranjit?’
‘Just, uh, a boy in one of my classes,’ replied Cassie, flustered. ‘Why?’
Patrick’s grin grew wider and his blue eyes glittered. ‘Because you blushed when you said his name.’
‘Oh, give over!’ Cassie gave him a playful shove.
‘He’s not your boyfriend, then?’
‘No, he’s not,’ she said hurriedly.
‘Uh-huh.’
‘No. Really.’ Cassie twisted her fingers into the cashmere sweater that her friend Isabella had sent her for Christmas. ‘It’s … complicated.’
Ha! That was the understatement of the century. Her few snatched moments with Ranjit at the end of term had hardly given them time to
define their relationship. All she knew was that her stomach twisted with longing every time he came into her mind, but that he was back
home in India. Thousands of miles away. She’d just have to put up with missing him – missing him like she could die of it. The feeling was
so strong Cassie almost surprised herself.
Absorbed in her memories, she jumped at the sound of her ringtone. Pulling her phone from her jeans pocket, Cassie almost dropped it
when she saw the name on the display. She felt the blood rushing to her face again.
‘Speak of the devil …’ chuckled Patrick as he slipped back into the dining room.
Cassie winced inwardly at his choice of words. She still didn’t understand what the Few truly were. What Ranjit truly was. Gods and
monsters, he had once joked bitterly. So which was he? Cassie didn’t know. She wasn’t sure that he knew himself.
Pushing her worries out of her mind, she clasped the phone to her ear like a lifeline. ‘Ranjit!’
He must be able to hear the stupid grin she was wearing, even half a world away.
‘Cassandra.’ The soft warmth of his voice made her forget the freezing sleet and even, for a moment, the raging hunger. ‘Happy
Christmas.’
‘Same to you.’ Breathless, she sat down on the stairs. It was criminal how much she missed him. Criminal, and deeply inconvenient. ‘Oh,
it’s good to hear from you.’
‘Are you OK?’ He sounded concerned.
‘I’m fine. Fine. Just a bit … ’
‘The hunger is growing, isn’t it?’
Cassie was quiet for a moment. It was a relief to speak to someone who knew what she was going through. Ranjit had been there
before.
‘Yes,’ she said at last, and laughed shakily. ‘You got it.’
‘It won’t be long, Cassandra. A week and a half. Will you be all right?’
‘I’m fine. Honestly. I just …’ She hesitated, then took a leap of faith. ‘I miss you. A lot.’
‘God, me too.’ The vehemence in his voice was shocking, coming from the normally cool and collected Ranjit Singh. He almost sounded
relieved. ‘I miss you and I’m worried about you. Have you, ah, heard any more from Estelle?’
Cassie swallowed. Ranjit was the only person who knew that the ancient spirit sometimes spoke to Cassie inside her head – something
unheard of among the Few. ‘Once or twice. But the old bat’s been quiet lately. I hope she’s curled up and died of hunger.’
‘I don’t think that’s going to happen, Cassie.’
‘Yeah. I know.’
‘Take care of yourself. Please?’
She smiled, couldn’t help it. ‘Course I will. And I’ll see you soon.’
‘Can’t be soon enough.’ He gave a low laugh. ‘Listen, I have to go. I’ll talk to you again when I can.’
Tears stung her eyes as her stomach twisted again. ‘Bye, Ranjit. Merry Christmas.’
‘And you. Again.’
Cassie snapped the phone shut before she started to blub. She buried her face in her hands. Oh, this was ridiculous. She was supposed
to be tough. She’d get through this. The hunger to feed, the hunger for Ranjit …
Stop. Stop.
The trouble was, she was ravenous. Overcome with a desperate, intangible hunger for something beyond mere food. But there was
nothing she could do except wait it out until the new term began. Then she might get some answers. And perhaps the waiting might help.
Hell, if you stayed off chocolate long enough, you lost the craving for it. If you lasted a few weeks without cigarettes, you didn’t want them
any more.
Yes, and if you give up breathing for a while, you’ll lose the taste for oxygen!
Cassie stiffened.
Well, really, my dear. You do amuse me!
Ignore her, Cassie told herself. Ignore her.
Easier said than done. Just the sound of Estelle’s voice in her head was enough to send the hunger sweeping through her with renewed
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