"I'm not a thief!" She jumped to her feet and followed Cassie. "And that's a stupid remark. How could I steal a coach without a horse to pull it?"
Cassie found herself smiling. "True. Then you might not steal the coaches either."
"I don't have to steal. Jared would give me any coach I wished."
"Would he? Then you're very fortunate. Good night." She moved down the corridor.
"I think I'll come with you."
Cassie looked back to see Josette swaggering after her. The girl wasn't as small as she had first thought, but she was undoubtedly a youngster. No wonder she had thought her a boy. Her slim hips were lost in those rough wool trousers, and the blue shirt hid any hint of breasts.
Josette stopped, glaring at her. "Stop staring at me." She lifted her chin. "It's these trousers, isn't it? Well, I like them. I can't help it if you disapprove. I'll wear what I like."
Cassie's eyes widened, and then she started to laugh. She had said almost those same words to Jared. "I don't disapprove. A woman should always wear what she wishes. I assure you, on occasion I wear apparel that's much more shocking."
Josette was a trifle deflated. "Oh."
Cassie turned and resumed walking.
"What kind of apparel?" Josette was beside her.
Cassie shook her head.
Josette was silent a moment, then asked, "Is it interesting being a whore?"
"I'm not a whore."
"But you're not shocked at the question, either," Josette said shrewdly. "Why did Jared bring-Why did you come to Morland?"
"Because I chose to do so."
"That's no answer."
"I've not been getting many answers myself."
Josette scowled. "All right. Jared is my guardian."
Cassie looked at her in astonishment.
"You didn't know he was anybody's guardian." It was a statement. "That's no surprise. Jared doesn't like to let it be known."
"Why not?"
She shrugged. "There are reasons. Anyway, I attend Lady Carradine's School for Young Ladies except when Jared or Bradford is here. Carradine Hall's only a short distance away, and this afternoon when I heard they had returned, I decided to come home."
"Jared sent you a message?"
"No." She added quickly, "But he would have. Probably tomorrow or the next day. He truly cares about me. I just decided to come on my own a little sooner."
Cassie looked back at the carriage room.
Josette rushed on. "Oh, I didn't want to disturb anyone in the middle of the night. I was going to sleep in the coach tonight and see Jared in the morning."
"I see." She felt a surge of pity. She thought she was beginning to understand. The child clearly adored Jared, and he couldn't be bothered about her. "How did you get here from your school?"
"I walked."
"And how far is it?"
"Not far."
"Two miles?"
"Eight," Josette admitted. "What difference does it make? I wanted to do it."
The answer made perfect sense to Cassie. "Who told you that Jared had come home?"
"I have friends here," Josette evaded.
And the child would not betray the servant who had sent her word. Cassie was beginning to respect as well as admire the girl.
"But Jared would have come for me anyway. We're like brother and sister."
"I'm sure he would have," she said gently. "Go back to the coach and go to sleep. Do you need a blanket?"
Josette looked at her uncertainly. "You won't go running to tell him I'm here?"
Cassie shook her head.
A radiant smile lit the girl's face. "Good-Jared's temper is always better after a good night's sleep." A bit of bravado returned. "Not that it would have mattered."
"Good night." Cassie started down the aisle again. "I'll wake you before I go to the castle in the morning."
"Thank you." She fell into step with Cassie again. "I'll just go along with you. I'm not really tired."
"After walking eight miles?"
"If you don't want me, just say so," Josette flared. "I've no desire for your company. I only wanted to see your horse."
In spite of the challenging words Cassie realized she had hurt her. "Then stop quarreling and come see him. He's in the stall just ahead."
Josette strode toward the stall Cassie had indicated. "If Jared likes him, he must be fairly decent. Though you may have-Great God in heaven."
Cassie smiled with satisfaction.
Josette stood gazing at Kapu with an admiration near reverence. "Magnificent…"
"Yes." Then, as Josette stepped closer to Kapu, "No, don't do-"
Kapu was standing still, allowing Josette to stroke him.
"Don't worry, horses like me. Not as much as they do Jared, but they know I won't hurt them." She glanced over her shoulder. "What's his name?"
"Kapu."
"What a silly name. I'll think of one of my own."
"His name is not silly. It means 'taboo,' 'forbidden.' " Though it seemed the idiot horse was embracing the whole world these days, she thought crossly.
"Oh, I understand." She stroked Kapu's nose. "You wanted to keep him yours."
"I named him that because he's dangerous to ride, and it seemed a fair-" She met Josette's knowing gaze. "How did you know?"
"If I had a horse like Kapu, I'd want him to be mine alone." Her expression was wistful as she added, "It's important to have something of your own."
Cassie glanced around the stable. "You surely have a horse here. There are so many."
"But none that I've won, none that-" She broke off. "You don't understand. Nobody does."
She had an idea she knew exactly what Josette meant. "None that you've had to coax and tend and fight the world to keep."
Josette nodded. "It's not that Jared's not generous. He even lets me ride Morgana. It's just that-" She turned back to Kapu and her tone became gruff. "You're right, Jared won't discard you as long as he thinks he has a chance of getting this beauty." She grimaced. "I shouldn't have said that, should I? Lady Carradine would say it's the height of rudeness."
Cassie laughed. "So would Lani, but not for the same reason. She claims if truth causes pain, then silence is better."
Josette didn't look at her. "Did I cause you pain?"
"No, I told you, neither Lani nor I occupy his bed. Your Jared cannot discard what he doesn't possess."
Josette heaved a sigh of relief. "Good, I really didn't mean to hurt you that time. It just slipped out." She changed the subject. "How fast is Kapu?"
"I have no idea. Bradford is going to clock him tomorrow morning."
"Can I be there?" Josette's face was alight with eagerness.
She smiled indulgently. "If you like. I don't see why it's so important. I don't intend to race him."
"Of course you will. Everyone races here. It's very exciting. What hour?"
"Eleven."
"I'll be here." Her expression clouded. "Maybe. If Jared isn't too displeased with me and sends me packing."
"Would that be so bad?"
"Yes." She added haltingly, "They hate me there."
She could not imagine anyone hating this urchin. In spite of her prickly nature and swaggering bravado there was something very appealing about Josette. "I'm sure you're wrong."
"What do you know? They hate me." She shrugged with a pretense of carelessness. "Not that I care."
"Why would they dislike you?"
"Because they're stupid and jealous." She added, "They say I'm a foreigner and the enemy."
Cassie looked at her in bewilderment. "Foreigner?"
"I'm Josette Brasnier, the Comptesse de Talaisar." She rolled the title off her tongue with flamboyant grandeur. "And a French comptesse is far better than any of their puny English titles."
Foreigner. Brasnier. French. The words whirled wildly in Cassie's mind. She had heard that name only once before, but it was one she would never forget.
"What's wrong?" Josette asked, stiffening.
The words were difficult to form, "Who was… the Compte de Talaisar to you?"
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